Breakaway

2007-09-26T22:09:00.000+08:00

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We had this activity sa Pilipino class where we had to describe our classmates. Naganito na din kami nung 3rd year, pero shempre, iba toh, kasi different set of people na. We can give to those na gusto naming bigyan, madami dami din akong nakuha.

~James: Sexy. *Oh well, its the truth.=))*
~Hayfie:Malambing.
~Japjap: Seksi.
~Ray: Sexy.
~Isec: Masaya kausap, pero Lasalle padin. *Weh! GO ATENEO.*
~Abby: Matulungin.:)
~Bianx (Van) : Masipag..Mejo. LOL. *Ewan ko sayo bianx. haha.*
~Krystal: Matalino Desu.:P
~Unknown:~~Sweet~~ Malambing and Makulit. *sino kaya toh?/:)*

Wala lang. Teehee. Aliw!

2007-09-18T12:01:00.000+08:00

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Gawd. Prince Caspian is HAWT! Nyaha. I'm waaaay too excited for this film. The boy is gorgeous. Waha.
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A friend is still a friend even if that person does something which you don't like:)

2007-09-05T21:01:00.000+08:00

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I bought another book by Paolo Coelho, and its a compilations of stories which have made an impact to him since the 1980's (methinks.). I read this one story about Genghis Khan, and his favorite falcon.

Genghis Khan was in the forest, looking for something to drink for he's very thirsty. He found some water in a creek, so he decided to have a drink. Upon filling his cup, and raising it to finally quench his thirst, the falcon dived and knocked the cup out of his hands. The bird did it two more times, but at his third try, Genghis raised his sword and thrust the blade into the birds chest, thus killing it. He carried the dead bird, and at that point, he went up the creek, only to see a dead snake in the pool of water; it was considered one of the most poisonous in the region. Had he taken just a sip, he surely would've died. He owed his falcon his life.

I think this story impacted me for the reason that every now and then, friends would do things I wouldn't approve of. Epiphany is, they prolly are just doing something good. Contributing for a greater good, or a sonnum bonnum.
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Enough. Hehe.:P
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I got my grades in some of the subjects, and am pleased with the results. *coughs*exceptforchem,algeb*coughs* 1 is the highest and 5 is the lowest. In genpsych, I got a 1.5. In filipino, 1.5. In english, 1.75? In philo, 2.25. *Ok na yan, nambabagsak si sir! =))* In chem, 2.5T_T. In algebra, prolly a 3, or 2.75. T_T pretty good eh?>,< *coughs*conceited*coughs* Ayun. -- Was able to read Eclipse already. EDWARD CULLEN IS HAWT.=)) Its quite bitin, though I think thats the reaction Meyer's looking for. Next book, next year, another countdown. Gah. Gaspard is Edward Cullen, Obviously. *Gieco.* =0

-- Check my Multi!:)

Edward, my sweet sweet Edward.

2007-08-19T22:29:00.000+08:00

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I've been to Fully Booked, Rustans earlier, frantically looking for a copy of Eclipse. I've searched the racks, and didn't see even a single copy, so I decided to ask the cashier. She told me that its out of stock already, and if I want, I can reserve a copy, so I was like.."Ok, just a few more days." "Miss, how much?" Then, tententen... She got out a copy from the shelf. Fuckeroo. Screw "Patience is a virtue", I had to get that copy, no matter what.=)) I begged. And begged. and begged. *SHAMELESS BEGGING, MIND YOU!" She didn't budge, and I'm forced to wait.=[

When I got home and went Online, my sweet Daughter, Chesca, pm~ed me and told me she's done reading Eclipse already. Fuckeroo.=)) She spoiled me too much, and now, its very hard to preserve my self-dignity and eensy patience.=)) Damn.

I have got to get the book. Hearing about Hormonal Edward Cullen is just too much.=))
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3 days before Wednesday. Fuckeroo.
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2007-08-17T11:23:00.000+08:00

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3 Days no classes, I'm not sure whether I should be happy or not, I mean our midterms have been moved 2 times already. o.o *sighs*

I still don't know what to wear on our Acquaintance Party..o.o

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2007-08-05T21:18:00.000+08:00

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Ay, the reason I posted pala is to answer a survey, tapos I didn't. Stooopid. Haha. This is what I get for emptying out my brain cells.=))

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THINK BACK TO 4th year HS... Let's see
how much you remember and how much you
regret..

. What section were you?
- 4A

. Who was your adviser?
- Mrs. Ricafort. *$%#!!

. How many were you in one class?
- 37?

. Who was your seatmate?
- None. Loner Kid.T_T

. Still remember your english teacher?
- Mrs. Ricafort!

. What was your first class?
- History/Economics with Ms. Almoite.:)

. Who was your best friend[classmate]?
- JV(!), Kends, Amandee, Auds, Borj, Ice,Bert

. Made friends to the lower years?
- Yep yep.

. Had a boyfriend/girlfriend?
- Haha. Yes.:P

. How was your class schedule?
- Okay lang.:P

. Made any enemies?
- No (not counting the Reba thing.:]])

. Who was your favorite teacher?
- Mrs. Mags. Mommy!:))

. What sports did you play?
- Volleyball

. Did you buy your lunch?
- Yes

. Were you a party animal?
-ASA.=))

. Were you well known in your school?
- I guess? Small population of students.:)

. SKIP SCHOOl?
- T_T no.

. Did you get suspended/expelled?
- No. o-:p

. What was your favorite subject?
- RHGP.=))

. What was your school's full name?
-Operation Brotherhood Montessori Inc!

. If you could go back in time and do
it all over, would you?
- No, but to be able to hang out with my hs friends would be love.:)

. What do you remember most about 4th
year?
- Leseeee. Audrey farting during the Retreat. Ooooops.=))

. Favorite memory in 4th year?
- Blueberry Cheesecake fight on my birthday. Bitches.:))

. Worst memory in 4th year?
- *coughs*adviseritself*coughs*

. Where did you go most often for
break?
- lobby.:)

. What did you do on the last day of
school?
- Play monopoly, DS, got smothered by Borja.=))

. How was your graduation?
- Scary. Mr. Soliven's voice boomed out of nowhere. Other than that, its funny.=))

. Got any honors or special awards?
- Uhm..2 awards.

. Did you like 4th year?
- Absolutely.=)
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2007-08-05T21:13:00.000+08:00

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I am such a good model student.=)) Instead of reviewing for the midterms, I'm here blogging, and I just got home from biking around the village with Chi. Some kind of student eh?

I don't know, laziness is kicking in, and for some reason, I'm not fighting eh?:P Typical student downfall. I get too complacent at times.=)) Ok, Ok. I will study. TOMORROW. Hehe.:P I still have 2 days!=)

Ayun, its Yaya's Birthday tomorrow. HAPPY 38th BIRTHDAY YAYA! THANK YOU FOR ALL THE THINGS THAT YOU'VE DONE FOR ME. YOU REALLY DESERVE ALL THE BLESSINGS AND LOVE.=) MWAH! I LOVE YYYOOOOOOOUUUU.:*

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2007-07-30T12:02:00.000+08:00

*sighs* I am so effin frustrated! I had a fight with someone, but for him, we weren't fighting naman daw. I was crying and all, and he was just....RAWR. I don't get him. *sigh*

Amazing.

2007-07-25T21:32:00.000+08:00

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Sometimes, God breaks our spirit to save our soul.

sometimes, He breaks our heart to make us whole.

Sometimes, He sends us pain so we can be stronger.

Sometimes, He sends us failure so we can be humble.

Sometimes, He sends us illness so we can take care of ourselves.

Sometimes, He takes "everything" away from us so we can learn the value of "everything" we have.
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Deathly Hallows spoilers.:D

2007-07-23T12:04:00.000+08:00

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Whattaweekend.=))

JV and Robert went to school so that we can have dinner together last Saturday. Super late na kasi my class class ended by 730 pm.:P Thanks Jus, Jav and Bert.=)) Aun, we went to Glorietta via bus then ate dinner at Hotshots. Bleh. Thanks Bert for eating the rest of my food.:P Haha. Aun, then tita Pie called Bert. uwi na daw.:P Haha.=)) His curfew is 6 pm kasi. Grabe no?:P

ANYWAYS.

When I got home, my copy of DEATHLY HALLOWS was there waiting for me. I just had to finish reading it. I started reading it by 10:30 pm and finished it by 5:30 am.=)) 7 hours man! *coughs*yabang*coughs* Haha.

Reactions?

Why did she have to kill hedwig? and what's with the moodswing, hedwig? I thought she would be..like..Fawkes to Harry. Boo.:P Dead agad eh.:))

George. 'Ear, 'ear. Holey.=))

Fred. Awww. Im so sad that he died.:( I pity george. I think its really hard to lose a twin.:(

Percy. Sea Urchins....=))

Lily and Snape. Ive always thought the he was in love with Lily. Thats why he hated James so much. I think its really touching that he loved her up until he died. :( I love youu Snapeeykins.:))

R/H. Well they had it going eversince..well, forever.=)) Those squabbles during their younger years? They had it coming...:P

Ginny. Oh my god. Slut.=)) Chos. Whats up with the assault in the bedroom then? Hormonal woman much?=P

Lupin and Tonks. Aww. I love them. Its just sad that they had to die.:(

Scrimgeour. Go to hell man. Kingsley forever.:P

Umbridge. . . Nah.

Luna. Aw, i love her. She's so brave.:)

Neville. Tententen. The snake slayer. Heroooo. Woot.:D I seriously think its great that he killed Nagini.

Snape. Aw.=( He died, but atleast it wasn't in vain. I admire his love for Lily, and the part wherein he asked Harry to look at him before he died. I guess thats the connection between Lily and Harry's eyes.

Gray Lady. Amf. Helena (tama ba?) Ravenclaw. Ambisyosa. Amf. Amf.=)) Go bloody baron.:P I guess the search for the diadem amazed me.:)

Draco? Receeding Hairline. Nuff said.=))

Dobby! Oh my, i really cried when he died.:( Its just so sad. He really loved Harry.=(

Aberforth. I guess he's like Dumbledore, except he has reasons behind his statements. Who would have thought the great headmaster was a conceited git?o.o

Deathly Hallows. Oh my god, the tale is enthralling. Its so amazing. Did JK think of that by herself? It sounds..logical...and..*shuts up*

EPILOGUE. Crap. Filled. with. crap. Seriously.

Those amazing scenes in OOTP didn't make much sense after reading the last book, especially Ginny's power. Hay.

Somehow, the book disappointed me in a way that it didn't put a closure to EVERYTHING. Like it was all about the trio in the crapilogue. Whatever happened to the others? In the battle, the army fought more than the trio. I think they deserve to be considered as the main characters too. :(

I loved the book though..just, i guess it didn't meet my expectations. tsk.

Spoilers!>:)

2007-07-11T23:36:00.000+08:00

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Ok, its almost midnight, but I JUST HAVE TO POST ABOUT HARRY POTTER AND ORDER OF THE PHOENIX.>:)

Kid stuff? Say what you want (well, somewhere else other than my turf, thanks.) I rushed from my Pilipino class just to be able to catch the last full show of OOTP, and man, I'm glad I did.:D

I have watched the 4 movies right on the 1st showing date, and no, college isn't going to ruin my routine.>:)

ANYWAYS, ON TO THE MOVIE.:D

The movie isn't anything like the previous 4, I can tell you that. I thought that Cuaron was a genius, but his directorial skills couldn't match Yates'. He is a *erm, excuse the silly pun* wizard when it comes to the directorial part. The most important parts were there, the characters were portrayed in a way that will give justice to the books, and geez, the special effects! It was like, a mix of Matrix, Starwars, and Lord of the Rings *but HP is still better>:P*

Maturity affected the acting skills of the characters, and erm, of course..physically-wise too. *coughsphelpstwins,nevilleandyoungsnapecoughs*

Umbridge was...annoying as ever. Hold it, annoying doesn't even cover it. It was like.. hell. Well, for Dumbledore's Army atleast.

The Room of Requirement looked fun.:P But not when the b*tch of an Umbridge (LOL! PARDON ME>,<) smashed the wall because of *coughstraitorcoughs* Cho Chang. Man, she sure did cause trouble.

Oh, oh wait! The Kiss!=)) It looked awkward.:P =)) Mushy, but didn't work. Complete with mistletoes.:P

Next Stop: Ministry of Magic.

Wow. Just. Wow. The set looked amazing. The department of mysteries provided an air of eerieness and magic for its audience. The fight scene between the deatheathers and the army is just... too thrilling for words. (though i have been able to describe it..silly..me.)

Lucius! Oh god, he got a haircut. Layered, man. =)) Cute. I still love him. Though Sirius was able to blast him from the veil before he fell.

Damn.

The veil.

Bellatrix.

Oh god, Sirius. ~,~

At the point when Sirius fell into the veil (which looked just like an archway with..a mirage. T_T Sirius you could have done better!o.o), I was just too dumbstruck to react because of the quick turn of events. Gah. Sirius fell into the veil, Bella escaped, Harry threw a tantrum (LOL), Lupin engulfed Harry in a hug. Woot. Climax. Hehe.:P Too much, but its enough to make you want more.

Voldemort and Harry. "Neither one can survive." Woot. Climax. Again.=)) At their encounter *coughsumepalsiDumbleedowcoughs* Harry realizes ,in a painful way mind you, what has been setting him apart from Tom Riddle. Love and friendship. "I feel...*coughs* sorry for you!" Naks, teen angst at its best.

Ayun. =)) Ofcourse, Fudge , no not the good kind:P, arrived in time to see that He-who-must-not-be-named is back. Bastardo.=)) I dont like him and Percy. *Kiss ass.>:)*

From there, things start winding down na. Its fun.:P

Ay, when Luna was looking for her things pala, she said something that affected/ made an impact to me:

"My mother used to say that the things we lost on our way will somehow find its way back in the end."

Simple line, but powerful enough eh?

VERDICT:

LOVE IT!:D Best one so far. Can't wait to watch the 6th one, but I can't wait for the 7th book na din. love love love harry potter (the series ha, not the character na=]])

I told people before that I am so over HP na, well. Another case of foot in the mouth disease. For the meantime, Move over Edward Cullen, Young Severus Snape Incoming!=)) Hotness.:*

Happiness

2007-07-02T13:45:00.000+08:00

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I saw that I haven't made a single sane post ever since college started, so tentententen!:P

*giggles at the picture* Yep, Bert and Pau. Bert picked me up after class last Saturday, then we met up with Pau. Jus wasn't able to come since she has a meeting with Artiar Org. Hehe. Soooo yun, we went to Glorietta.

While walking, we saw Ray, Cezanne and Carlo.. they were like, "What?! May boyfriend ka na?!" I didn't know whether I should get insulted by the comment, so i just shrugged it off. Since Bert and Pau didn't react naman, I guess they're my boyfriends now. Ahaha.

Ay! Robert paid 60 php when he rode a taxi from Glorietta to Rtr. Waha. Naloko sia! Wala kasing metro..=))

Bert, next time.. FX ka na lang..12 php lang yun. Or lakarin mo na lang. Babalik ka naman diba? Next month diba?:P Haha/. ^_^V

We ate dinner at Dulcinea first, and we ordered Paella. Kahit na super pili na ako ng rice para kay Bert kasi may shrimp, wala, nangati padin sya. o.o Haha, sowie Bert. Ayaw mo naman kasi pakiss kay Pau eh...:P

Ayun, then we went to timezone. They played Dance Revolution. Shieeyeeet. Laugh Trip. Nalaglag pa si Bert. Adik. Haha. Fun Fun.:)

For the Video go to my multiply site. Click here!

Ayun! Haha.. Hmm.. College, its tiring, yet fun. I still miss HS though.

Bugger.. I started having dreams about alam nio na naman. T_T *Kung close tayo, alam nio to. aha.:P* Sucks sucks. Super. Asar. I stopped having them for weeks na nga.. tos bumalik na naman. Kasi kasi.:P
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2007-06-25T13:55:00.001+08:00

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Hay naku.:P 2 weeks into being an RT-ista, and I'm already stressed.:P My week flies by fast though, since I only have 4 days of classes. Anyways.

I love Chemistry na. Prof. Lota is just..so different from Mrs. Azanza:P Wahaha.

Oh, we have Nihongo. o.o Sensei Rinko Nagaishi. Yes, she is full blooded japanese.:P Suka ng dugo pare.:))

Ayun.:P

2007-06-18T11:14:00.001+08:00

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College..is..tiring. Waha.:P

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Hassle na Hindi.

2007-06-14T18:12:00.000+08:00

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I am now officially a college student.:P Classes started yesterday, and we were so bummed because they changed our sched. I mean, why should we have 4 hour breaks, when we can just use that time for our next classes so that we'll be able to go home early, right? o.o Sheesh. No profs. This happened to Assumption and Madocs as well. Tsk.

Anyways, so far, I'm still coping with the changes. Good thing I found myself a good set of friends : Abby *A-B-B-Y!*, Hayfa, Kristal *kreezhal..hahaha*, Rosanne *telebabad ever! haha*, and Janna *dancing queeeeen.* Hehe. Super exercise everyday, walking from Rtr to Glorietta, and back. Wooo. This is it. wahaha.;;)

Ooooh. I have a classmate from OBGH. Bien..Lacundo? I don't know. Her name is Bien though. Wahaha.:O

Oh well, I finally got the chance to update since I'm done with the hws. o.o

Super effort is needed.o.o I mean, juggling Dan, college, and extracurriculars.:P Super miss ko si Dan. Tos super adjust pa..Hay.

Missing OB like hell. Waha.:P

Ay wait wait, should I join VAACS (community service), PEER (counseling), Chorale, or the dance troupe? waha. Yabang.:P Let me know. tag.:)

2007-06-12T21:29:00.000+08:00

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College starts tomorrow, and my insides are turning into mush. Gahd. Waha.

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Kung kayo mga atenista/lasallista..kami..mga.. RT-ista!

2007-06-05T18:43:00.000+08:00

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Lol at the post title. Nyaha. I still have a hangover from the fun I've had in my RTRMS-MMC orientation earlier.

The first part of the orientation was held in Church Of God. The place reminded me of La Isla Ballroom in Shangrila. Haha. It was fun.>:)

I met Nina, she's from Novaliches, and whoa, she looks a lot like Marisse. Haha. I remember way back in HS when Marisse became my first closest friend.:) Anyways, at the start of the program, the Peer Counselors from the higher levels they had an ice breaker where in the hid green flaglets under random seats, and the people who are sitting on those seats have to perform the consequences. Fun fun. I wasn't one of the unfortunate ones.:))

Then, the head of the Chorale sang "Im savin' all my love for you" Kaboom. Lovely voice. I felt goosebumps. Waha. Then discuss discuss...o.o

Another intermission : Dance Troupe.

They danced a mix of Buttons, and smack that. When they were dancing, I remembered Angel and the guys who danced that too last year. Nostalgic Much?o.o Hehe.

As the activities were introduced, they told us that we'll be having our Annual Food Fair, Debate/Elocution Sessions. Boom. OB? Waha. I can still remember when we had our last food fair, thinking that it would be the last time we'll ever to feel the stress, and sense of achievement which eminates from it after, only to find out that we'll get to experience it again for 4 years more. o.o

Then more yadda yadda yadda's. I woke up from my bored state when the emcees started talking.

Girl MC: Did you feel..blah..
Boy MC: I didn't feel.. wait..no.. I DIDN'T FELT that..
Girl MC: AAAAAAAh... you DIDNT FEEL THAT...

*blinks*

I mean seriously. Haha. Sorry, I'm really OC when it comes to grammar. o.o

Tour Tour! :D

We toured Kalayaan Building and the hospital. Fun. I bonded with Abby, Hayfa,and Kristal. :)

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I think I'm going to like this College>:) Its really just..an optimized version of OB. Instead of Ambassador Soliven, its Imelda Marcos. Waha.

Btw, the logo of the chorale is just like OB's insignia. Just..instead of swords, its just a torch.:D HEHE.
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Miss OB.>:)
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Dandandianne.:))

2007-06-02T22:02:00.000+08:00

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Dan told me that he ACTUALLY READS my blog. I found it silly.:P Hehe. And cute. and adorable. and sweet. and lovely. *coughwarmfuzzyfeelingscough* Then again. He is silly, cute, adorable, sweet and lovely. [-.^] *coughssomeone'sblushingnowcoughs*

I love you.:)

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Anyways, enough mushies.:P

Mum, brother, and I went to Glorietta earlier. Midnight Madness! Sales galore! Love love love it.>:)

I had a pretty crazy day because of mum. o.o

We ate at Italianni's for lunch.. and when we finished our salad, the waiter came along to ask us about the food. The conversation went like this:

Waiter: Hi Maam! How was the food?
Mom: Oh, Fine, thank you.. Masarap! [yummy!]

Then the waiter left. I started laughing:

Me: Ma, why did you answer him like that?
Ma: I thought he was asking how I was. o.o

Gahd. Conceited Much?:))
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We went to People are people, and I bought a polo shirt. We went to SoLo, and I bought 3 tops. We went to Welcom's Laptop Zone, and bought a laptop. Finally. o.o

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We went to SM Sucat to buy some school stuff, but before that, we ate dinner. Again, my mum started acting crazy.

Mom: I'll have a cup of house tea please.
Waitress: Ok Maam, here you go. Just call me if you want another cup.
Mom: Oh Yes! I definitely will! You can count on that! o.o
Me: .... *eats quietly*

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Gawd. Thats all. thank you. Ja!
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o.o

2007-05-27T12:52:00.000+08:00

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Ah.. I've been visiting the blogs of the other 4a Kids, and found out that alot of them have started college already.

I'm glad to see that they're enjoying it.

As for me, well, I don't know what yet to expect. All I know is that we'll be observing the Post-mortem on dead bodies 2 years from now.o.o that, and that I am very necrophobic. Good Lord.

College, college, college. I'll be seeing 3 familiar faces in MMC.. 1st, Pau. Section D. AMP. I'm in section E. Rawr. Sana isang section na lang eh.:)) 2nd, Justine. We've been in one school in preparatory, highschool, and now college. Haha. She also lives 1 street away from me.:P Cute much?:)) Finally, KF.:D My cousin is in section F. Rawrdie. His first crush was Justine..>:) Jusssssssssssssss oh.:))

Anyways>:)

I've read Bea's recent post about the friendship she was able to gain during her stay in HS and it made me think about all those people I've grown to love during Highschool.

Si Amanda kasi! She started first sem last may 23rd, and to tell you honestly, I was scared that maybe, just maybe, she'll forget about what we have all shared during our junior and senior years. o.o Yeah, I am paranoid when it comes to things like this..'what if she prefers all her new friends over us' yadda yadda..phoo.:P

We talked, and straightened things out. Love love love this girl so much.:) Im always here.:)

Meanwhile, my sissie...we'll she's another story. We haven't talked to ages, and i think she forgot about us already.o.o''

Moral of experience? True friends are hard to find, and even harder to let go. Don't underestimate its power, for it might be the only thing to make you get through the toughest of times.:)

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Sunburn. 'Nuff said. o.o
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2007-05-19T20:58:00.000+08:00

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Its dad's death anniversary today, so we [chi, kuya and I] went to Love Memorial in Cavite to pay him a visit. Phooey. His mausoleum was filthy! His family won't even go there and clean up the place. *sighs* No respects... He helped his family alot, and they can't even pay him back by cleaning his resting place.:(

Ah. 9 years without dad and it still is slightly unbearable.
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On a happier note, we headed to MOA after.

Chi and I dashed to the ice skating rink.:)) It has been months since I last skated.:)) We were racing, and tripping.:P It was fun:))

We watched Shrek 3 after. Really fun movie. I soooooo love Artie.:)) And dronkeys. And the ogre babies .And puss' and donkey's new tails. [watch movie for more info]

Snow White was really funny.:))

[Rapunzel Rapunzel let down your long golden...extensions!]

Ah.

Also there was a Cosplay earlier. This Resident Evil person was really nice.:)) [o.o] Anime lovers were everywhere.

Also, we raided Toy Kingdom. I bought a frisbee, bubbles, and a water gun.>:)

I bought 3 books. I am so so so happy.:)) [coughdorkcoughnerdcough!]
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Sorry this post is so random. I am tired and hyper at the same time and I just cant bother to make sense.:))
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Start of Something New. Amp. Ambaduy!o.o

2007-05-18T16:33:00.000+08:00

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New layout. Loooooooooooooooves it so much.:)) I made this layout as a ''memorial'' to another chapter of my life that is slowly unfolding : college.

College, college, college. I honestly don't know what to think about it. I don't know what to expect, or what to do on my first day.:P Supposedly, I'll have classes only for 3 days a week, but I changed my sched to four days a week to ease off my work load. Sheeeks.

Everywhere I go, there's something that's bound to remind me of OBMCI. To the OB LP people, remember the Lady of Guadalupe Painting in the old building? and the small narrow staircase? Well in my school, they have that.T_T. It makes me think that I am so not over OB.:))

Its just really hard to start over, you know? I have a problem with that. As in seriously. :)) Worse, Pau is in another section. I don't know about Jus. *sighs* Oh well.

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2007-05-13T19:26:00.000+08:00

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As a tribute to my mother on Mother's Day [though I know she won't ever see or read or hear about me blogging about her] I decided to list things which I've experienced with her [the good and bad] through out the span of my 16 years.:)

year 1- She gave birth to me in our delicate humble home. She later on explained that I wanted to get out of her womb abruptly and the hospital is out of the question.=_="

year 2- She would always take me shopping in Glorietta.[ yes, i've practically learned how to walk there. I'm a Makati Bebe.:)]

Year 3- Yaya and Mayet went home to Antique together and left me in my parent's care. My butt was full of scratches due to Mom's nails. She also fed me her slipper after being so "annoying" and inquiring about my father's absence. She also threw a nail cutter at me.:))

Year 4- She dressed up a little too much to my kinder recognition day after she found out that i was top of my class and will be receiving a gold medal.

Year 5- She felt really bad because I picked Daddy to go up the stage with me as I was given my Valedictorian Medal when I graduated Preparatory. Dad taught me to call her "Mumu". She hated it.

Year 6- She pushed me into a 6 ft pool. I almost drowned, but my dad saved me.

Year 7-My 7th birthday. Grand party. Haha. I had 4 outfit changes due to Mother. May of 1997, after my dad died, and I just got off the phone with Yaya, she sat down beside me, held me close, and soothed me. It calmed me down a little bit seeing someone was sharing my pain.

Year 8- Otep. That bastard. He's my mom's ex. I hate him to hell. He used to be my father's bestfriend too. Traitor bastard gold digging son of a bitch. My mom almost picked him over me. I hated them.

Year 9- still up on top of the class, and my mother was more concerned with her looks rather than my medals. phooey.

year 10- I dont really remember. Its more otep stuff i guess.

Year 11- grade 5. I went to the states for the first time. Meeting her siblings were endearing. they love me so.

Year 12- Graduated 6th grade with 8 gold medals. Mum was happy. From pride or pretty clothes and all the attention, i have yet to know. pre- hs stage. I wanted to go to Manresa/ Seton but she insisted on OB instead. I couldn't thank her enough.

Year 13- getting used to the mom-teen daughter angst brews all around the house.

Year 14- USA. Fought with mum while watching National Treasure.

Year 15- Senior year. September? Had a huge fight about the palanca letter with my mom. When I went home from the retreat, I was a changed person. Yihee.:)

Year 16- seldom petty fights with mom. I actually care about her now more than ever. I love my mom.:)

--
There you go. As you can see, my mom and I are total opposites, and we don't get along all the time. However, there is still that fine line between love and hate. My mum is my only mom ever, and I do love her. Maybe not as much as I love my yaya, but still. The love is there and it will always be there no matter what. Happy Mommy's Day Mom.:) Love you tons.:)

edit-//

I saw this and I remembered my 7th year. (read up for info). Sad.

2007-05-10T12:16:00.000+08:00

I love Dan more than anything else.:)

2007-05-09T17:43:00.000+08:00

This post isnt posted because of a fight between me and Daniel. Daniel is out of this, ok? be nice to him.>:P

--
Thank God for Anger. Why? Well, because of this emotion, I am able to stay true to myself, and express how I really feel. Makes sense? No? Well see, once I get angry, that's saying something. If someone is being mean and I get angry, it simply means that I'm not letting people walk all over me and treat me that way. Its that simple. If you get mad at people who are close to you, and they get mad as well and don't understand whatever points you are trying to get across, then they're not worth your time and attention. They are supposed to understand if they really feel for you, and in the first place, they shouldn't have done anything which could have provoked your rage.

Isn't it irritating when people tell you that they care for you, that they love you so much and thats the reason why they're there with you? Don't fall for those lines until they are proven. Some people say this just to let down your guard and attack you easily. Harsh? Well that's reality dearies. Be careful of people, and test them first to see if they're worth of your trust. If they really care for you, NEVER IN A MILLION YEARS WOULD THEY DARE TO HURT YOU AND NOT TAKE RESPONSIBILITY ABOUT IT, no matter how stressed they maybe or how mad they are, IT JUST WON'T HAPPEN IF THE LOVE AND CARE IS THERE. If it happens though, then something is terribly wrong. You're bound to get hurt over and over and over again if you keep up with this type of shit. It may not happen everyday, but it will happen occasionally. Funny thing is, if it happens everyday, its not going to hurt as much as it would if it happens occassionally.

Yes, in case you're wondering, something happened to me that hurt me so. Actually, it just happened minutes ago, and I'm using my blog to ease out all my frustrations. Ah.

2007-05-03T12:15:00.000+08:00

You Are 84% Happy

It's unlikely that you know anyone happier than you.
You know how to be happy, no matter what life throws at you.

How Happy Are You?
:D I really am a happy person am i?:P

You Are 56% Open Minded

You are a very open minded person, but you're also well grounded.
Tolerant and flexible, you appreciate most lifestyles and viewpoints.
But you also know where you stand firm, and you can draw that line.
You're open to considering every possibility - but in the end, you stand true to yourself.

How Open Minded Are You?

Caramel Frappuccino

Creative and expressive, you tend to match your Frappuccino flavor to your mood. And a flavored syrup is always a must!

What Flavor Frappuccino Are You?

How You Life Your Life

You have a good sense of self control and hate to show weakness.
You say whatever is on your mind. Other people's reactions don't phase you.
You prefer a variety of friends and tend to change friends quickly.
You tend to dream big, but you worry that your dreams aren't attainable.

How Do You Live Your Life?

You Are the Ego

You take a balanced approach to your life.
You definitely aren't afraid to act out on your desires - even crazy ones.
But you usually think first. Morals drive you as much as hedonism does.
You've been able to live a life of pleasure... without living a life of excess.

Are You Id, Ego, or Superego?

All American Kid

Popular but not plastic. Athletic but not a jock. Smart but not a brain.

You were well rounded and well liked in high school.

Who Were You In High School?

You Are Root Beer

Ultra sweet and innocent, you have a subtle complexity behind your sugary front.
Children love you, but so do high end snobs... when you're brewed right.

Your best soda compatibility match: Dr. Pepper

Stay away from: Diet Coke

What Kind of Soda Are You?

Your Personality is Very Rare (INTP)

Your personality type is goofy, imaginative, relaxed, and brilliant.

Only about 4% of all people have your personality, including 2% of all women and 6% of all men
You are Introverted, Intuitive, Thinking, and Perceiving.

How Rare Is Your Personality?

You Are 32% Evil

A bit of evil lurks in your heart, but you hide it well.
In some ways, you are the most dangerous kind of evil.

How Evil Are You?

You Should Get a MD (Doctor of Medicine)

You're both compassionate and brilliant - a rare combination.
You were born to be a doctor.

What Advanced Degree Should You Get?

You Are Cyclops

Dedicated and responsible, you will always remain loyal to your cause.
You are a commanding leader - after all, you can kill someone just by looking at them.

Power: force beams from your eyes

Which of the X-Men Are You?

Guys Like That You're Sensitive

And not in that "cry at a drop of a hat" sort of way
You just get most guys - even if you're not trying to
Guys find it is easy to confide in you and tell you their secrets
No wonder you tend to get close quickly in relationships!

What Do Guys Like About You?

What Dianne Therese Means

D is for Dashing

I is for Intense

A is for Amazing

N is for Natural

N is for Neglected

E is for Emotional

T is for Tasty

H is for Hardworking

E is for Elegant

R is for Romantic

E is for Enlightened

S is for Smooth

E is for Energetic

What Does Your Name Mean?

You Probably Look Younger Than Your Age

You live a healthy lifestyle and know how to take care of yourself.
You'll probably have a youthful glow for many years.

Do You Look Your Age?

Your Driving Is is: 63% Male, 37% Female

According to studies, you generally drive like a typical male.
You're confident in your driving skills, and hardly any situation gets the better of you.
And while you may have a few tickets under your belt, you're still a very good driver.

Do You Drive Like a Guy or a Girl?

What Guys Think of Your Ponytail...

Girlish, free spirited, low maintenance.
The kind of girl he can take camping ... for fire building and romance :-)

What Do Guys Think Of Your Hair?

Your Personality is 28% Addictive

You don't have an addictive personality - at least, not usually.
You can indulge in vices freely, and there's little chance that you'll get hooked.

Do You Have an Addictive Personality?

What Your Face Says

At first glance, people see you as driven and ambitious.

Overall, your true self is passive and thoughtful.

With friends, you seem logical, detached, and a bit manipulative.

In love, you seem mysterious and interesting.

In stressful situations, you seem cheerful and optimistic.

What Do People Think Of Your Face?

Your Attitude is Better than 80% of the Population

You've got a winner attitude. You're always optimistic and cheery. Your personality will get you far in life.

How's Your Attitude?

You Are 54% Vain

You're a little vain, but more than anything you have a healthy amount of confidence.
Thinking the world of yourself is great. Just don't think less of those who aren't as pretty as you!

How Vain Are You?

Your Observation Skills Get A D+

You know that you remembered to put on underwear today...
But really, that's about it!

How Observant Are You?

You Are A Jealous Ex

You're not quite over your past, and you are hurt that your ex is moving on
You're no longer in love, but you're not done with being pissed
Jealous of any happiness that comes your ex's way, you still can't let go

What Type of Ex Are You?

You Are Running on 52% Adrenaline

Your Adrenaline Level: High

You often feel like you are running on empty. And it doesn't feel great!
Slow it down a little - even if it means not getting everything done.

Are You Running on Adrenaline?

You Are 64% Lady

Overall, you are a refined lady with excellent manners.
But you also know when to relax and not get too serious about etiquette

Are You A Lady?
--

Shempre naaddict ako sa Blog things. Haha. Amboring ng summer... June 12 pa pasukan.T_T

2007-05-01T22:19:00.000+08:00

Dahil bored ako:

You Are 74% Grown Up, 26% Kid

Congratulations, you are definitely quite emotionally mature.
Although you have your moments of moodiness, you're usually stable and level headed.

How Emotionally Mature Are You?

Haha. Dan told me I'm mature. Didn't believe him. Still dont think that I am.:P

Slow and Steady

Your friends see you as painstaking and fussy.

They see you as very cautious, extremely careful, a slow and steady plodder.

It'd really surprise them if you ever did something impulsively or on the spur of the moment.

They expect you to examine everything carefully from every angle and then usually decide against it.

How Do People See You?
Hala. This is absolutely wrong.:P

Gummy Bears

You may be smooshie and taste unnatural, but you're so darn cute.

What Kind of Candy Are You?
yuuummm.:D

You Are 16% California

You are a bogus Californian. Go back to the East Coast.

How California Are You?
Ah.XP

You Are Not a Cheapskate

When it comes to money, you're very fair.
You're generous when you can be, and you never cheat anyone out of what they deserve.
If you have the money, you enjoy splurging. But you never overspend.

Are You a Cheapskate?
Ok. Dan. Ok. maybe.>:P Bad boy.>:P

You Are 50% Boyish and 50% Girlish

You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch.
Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes.
You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them.
You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be.

How Boyish or Girlish Are You?
Beeh. Told you im not that girly.>:)

You Are 60% Nerdy

You may be a bit surprised with this score, but your more of a closet nerd than an actual nerd.
Stop denying your inner nerd! You're truly dorkier than you think.

How Nerdy Are You?
GASP!:P I am so not a closet nerd.:D

You Are a Mermaid

You are a total daydreamer, and people tend to think you're flakier than you actually are.
While your head is often in the clouds, you'll always come back to earth to help someone in need.
Beyond being a caring person, you are also very intelligent and rational.
You understand the connections of the universe better than almost anyone else.

What Mythological Creature Are You?
Ah..the reason why Daniel is attracted to me.:P Love you.:))

You Are 2: The Helper

You always put on a happy face and try to help those around you.

You're incredibly empathetic and care about everyone you know.

Able to see the good in others, you're thoughtful, warm, and sincere.

You connect with people who are charming and charismatic.

What Number Are You?
Whew.:D

Your Love Element Is Metal

In love, you inspire and respect your partner.
For you, love is all about fusing together for one incredible life experience.

You attract others with wit and a bit of flash.
Your flirting style is defined by making others want and value you.

Greatness and optimism are the cornerstones of your love life.
You may let go too easily, but you never get weighed down by your past.

You connect best with: Earth

Avoid: Fire

You and another Metal element: will control and smother each other

What Element Is Your Love?
Yeee.:P

Your Love Life Secrets Are

Looking back on your life, you will have a few true loves.

You're a little scarred from your past relationships, but who isn't?

It's important to you that your lover is very attractive. You like to have someone to show off.

In fights, you love to debate and defend yourself. You logic prevails - or at least you'd like to think so.

A break-up usually comes as a shock to you. You always think things are going well.

Your Love Life Secrets, Revealed
Looks are important eh? Lucky my man is gorgeous.:D He's miiiiiiine!>:P
--
Meme na.:)

2007-04-25T21:42:00.000+08:00

o1. Ako ay si:
. yanni:))

o2. Sabi nila ako daw ay:
. fast learner.

o3. Sabi ko naman:
. ah..oo nga..:))

o4. Ang huli kong binili ay:
. redribbon cinnamon rolls:P

o5. Ang huli kong kinain ay:
. pipino.

o6. Ang cellphone ko ay:
. sony ericsson.

o7. Ang huling nag-missed call sa fone
ko ay:
. si yaya

o8. Ang huling nag text sa kin ay:
. si yaya

9. Nagising ako kaninang:
. 830am

1o. Pagkagising ko ako ay:
. nagbasa ng texts

11. Ako ay nasa:
. bahay

12. Ang kulay ng suot ko ngaun ay:
. blue

13. Ang kulay ng bed sheet ko ngayon
ay:
. blue

14. Naiinis ako:
. kasi isa akong malaking distraction..

15. Natutuwa naman ako kasi:
. nagkatelebabad sessions kami ni auds kanina

16. Namimiss ko na:
. ang OB at ang ingay ng 4 A

17. Hindi ko naman namimiss:
. ang bad memories ko sa high school

18. Huli akong uminom:
. alcoholic? uhm... December?

19. Ang ininom ko ay:
. Vodka Spritzers. Love you auds.:))

2o. Kasama ko nun si:
. si auds.

21. Ang oras ngayon ay:
.950pm

22. Ang nag send sakin ng survey na to
ay si:
. bren.

23. Nagsasagot ako nito kasi:
. bored ako.

24. Huli akong umiyak nung:
. kanikanina lang/

25. Pinaiyak ako ni:
. Dan.

26. Huli naman akong tumawa nung:
. kanina lang din.

27. Pinatawa naman ako:
. Auds. haha

28. Naiisip ko:
. na bad girl nga ata ako.T_T

29. Gusto ko:
. magdrive.

30.Ang kantang pinakikinggan ko ngayon
ay:
. Blind- lifehouse.
--
CNO"
1. ang nasa isip mo ngayon?
- madami.

2. ang pipiliin mo? taong mahal mo o
yung taong nagmamahal sayo?
- nakupow. bahala na;0

3. ang pipiliin mo? friends o yung
taong mahal mo?
- depende sa sitwasyon.

4. ang namimiss mo?
- 4 a.:(

5. ang close friend/s mo?
- madami.

6. ang kinaiinisang mong tao?
- si yaya. nananakot kasi.

7. ang gusto mong bigyan ka ng testi?
- kahit sino. d ako sugapa sa testi.

8. ang madalas mong katext?
- si mands, borjy, si yaya.

9. ang last mong tinext?
- si borj

10. ang gusto mong makasama ngayon?
- circle of prends:(

"ANO"
1. ang kinaiinisan mong bagay?
- dpende sa mood ko.:))

2. ang gusto mo, drummer or guitarist?
- guitarists..*looks at borja. giggles at the thought of the drummer joke*

3. ang favorite mong banda?
- marami/

4. ang favorite mong kanta?
- dami eh

5. ang madalas mong ginagawa
pagnabobored ka?
- magbasa.

6. ang gagawin mo pag sinaktan ka ng
taong mahal mo?
- mumurahin ko xa;)

7. ang gagawin mo pag binalikan ka ng
dati mong mahal?
- ........depende.

8. ang gagawin mo pag iniwan ka ng
taong mahal mo?
- gago ka.T_T

KAYA mo BANG:

1. mabuhay ng walang cellphone?
- pede din.

2. magmahal ng taong hindi ka kayang
mahalin?
- hayyy naku. next!

3. ibigay ang lahat para sa taong
mahal mo?
- oo

4. mabuhay ng walang kaibigan?
- nde!

"BAKIT"

1. ka nagmamahal ng isang taong alam
mong hindi ka kayang mahalin?
- nde mo mapipigilan ang love..

2. ka nagmamahal?
- kasi gusto ko. care mo?

3. gusto mong mamatay?
- ayaw ko pa. masarap mabuhay gago.:))

4. masarap kumain?
- kasi nakakabusog?:))

PAANO..
1. pagnawalan ka ng cellphone?
- waaaaaag.

2. ka pinapangiti o pinapasaya ng
mahal mo?
- simple lang.

3. ka magmahal ng tao?
- bigay lahat.

Naranasan Mo Na Bang..
1. manigarilyo?
- oo. love you auds.:P

2. uminom ng beer?
- o naman

3. magsinungaling sa taong mahal
mo?
- yeah..bad.

4. hindi kumain sa isang araw?
- yap.

5. mawalan ng pera?
- uhuh....huhuhu

6. mabigyan ng violation?
- no

7. mapagalitan ng teacher?
- oo naman.

8. mahulog sa kama?
- oo.a

9. umiyak ng sobra?
- oo

10. magmakaawa na balikan ka ng taong
mahal mo?
- .........oo!

My brand of cocaine

2007-04-19T12:05:00.000+08:00

--
Pardon me for the lack of updates. I've been busy with my Makati Med exams and requirements, and catching up on my reading. Reading..something I haven't done in months. Goodness. The end of senior year was so hectic.:P Hehe. Anyways,Krissa recommended this book which I've got my eyes on for months. I guess that was the push I needed to finally buy it.
Because the gimmick plan last tuesday was cancelled [raincheck everyone!>:P] I just went to MOA with yaya to buy the book from Fully Booked. Layo no? haha. The things we go through because of my love for books.:P Hehe.
I found the books Twilight and New Moon by Stephenie Meyer. The books are about a human [Isabella Swan] and a good vampire [Edward Cullen] falling in love and enduring many trials thrown their way. =) Haha. Good Vampire you ask? Yeah, they hunt animals and not humans in order to satisfy their thirst.:) Unbelievable isnt it? The story is so hooking that I finished the two books , both with 500+ pages each, in just...lets say 6 hours.XP Its an addicting read really.:) Oh and Edward is really addicting too. Lets just say he's my rehab for being addicted to Harry Potter for such a long time.:D

--
Oh and I just wanted to show you the picture of our gym which I took last Monday. I never noticed that it was beautiful up until now.:P Bad bad. But yeah, I do miss Ob and I do miss being a montessorian. Being called a montessorian isnt bad at all, actually, it makes me feel proud that I was able to belong in a place which taught me alot of the most important values in life. Wah, I miss OB. T_T

2007-04-12T22:29:00.000+08:00

--
I saw this..and it made me cry.. It made me realize the bad things my mom and I went through. All the pain, and the tears we quietly shed without letting the other one see. (yaya told me my mom cried because of me..T_T)
--
When you were 8 years
old,
your mom handed you an ice cream. You
thanked
her by dripping it all over your lap.

When you were 9 years old, she paid for
piano
lessons. You thanked her by never even
bothering
to
practice.

When you were 10 years old she drove
you all
day,
from soccer to football to one birthday
party after
another. You thanked her by jumping out
of the car
and never looking back.

When you were 11 years old, she took
you and
your
friends to the movies. You thanked her
by
asking
to
sit in a different row.

When you were 12 years old, she
warned you not
to
watch certain TV shows. You thanked her
by
waiting
until she left the house.

When you were 13, she suggested a
haircut that
was
becoming. You thanked her by telling
her
she had
no
taste.

When you were 14, she paid for a month
away at
summer camp. You thanked her by
forgetting to
write
a single letter.

When you were 15, she came home from
work,
looking for a hug. You thanked her by
having your
bedroom door locked.

When you were 16, she taught you how
to drive
her
car. You thanked her by taking it every
chance
you
could.

When you were 17, she was expecting
an
important
call. You thanked her by being on the
phone all
night.

When you were 18, she cried at your
high school
graduation. You thanked her by staying
out
partying
until dawn.

When you were 19, she paid for your
college
tuition,
drove you to campus carried your bags.
You
thanked
her by saying good-bye outside the dorm
so you
wouldn't be embarrassed in front of
your
friends.

When you were 25, she helped to pay
for your
wedding, and she cried and told you
how deeply
she
loved you. You thanked her by moving
halfway
across
the country.

When you were 50, she fell ill and
needed you to
take
care of her. You thanked her by reading
about the
burden parents become to their
children.

And then, one day, she quietly died.
And
everything
you never did came crashing down like
thunder on
YOUR HEART..
--
I don't want my mom to die. I don't have a dad, and though we don't get along well all of the time, I love her.

--
We went to the hospital yesterday..and found out that mom has cysts and myomas in her ovaries and uterus.. She'll be undergoing surgery..and to tell you frankly.. I'm scared.:(
--

2007-04-11T21:38:00.000+08:00

--
I took the entrance exam in Makati Med (RHMS) earlier. Our proctor told us that..

~ All shoodents should have their pencils.
and
~We cant use our cellphones BEFORE AND AFTER the exam.

San ka pa? haha.:P

Ay.. 4 days lang pasok sa makati med. Funtimes.:P
--
I was in OB earlier. Naiyak ako. Miss ko na OB.:(

--
I have to go to LTO tomorrow to get my student's permit. Bullcrap.:P

--
Its so hot. Owmeyn.
--
This post is random.
--
Well duh.
--
I need to sleep. Au revoir.:P
--

2007-04-08T21:40:00.000+08:00

--
I've read things earlier about "signals" one gives off in relationships. I've had my own shares of "mixed" signals which Daniel misinterpreted and somehow led us to an argument. Ok, arguments.:P Haha. Anyways, this inspired me to..well. Analyze my actions and words and see what they really mean.
--

~When I smile, it means I'm happy about something. Ask me if you want to know what. Heehee.
~When I cry, it means I'm hurt, and mind you, I'm not easily hurt.>:P
~When I laugh, I enjoy your company and am hoping that you enjoy mine too.:)
~When I blush, I like you.:D
~When I go quiet in the middle of a conversation, it either means that a thought struck me while we're talking, or I'm taking what youre saying seriously.:P
~When I frown, comfort me.
~When I ask you to hold my hand, I need someone to cling on to.:P
~When I get affectionate, then I want to be affectionate, duh.:P
~When I kiss you, it means I love you and I care for you deeply. *this goes for friends too.:)*
~When I get upset at you, I wouldn't want to talk things through right away. Let me cool down.
~When I tell you that I love you, I mean it.
~ When I want to make you smile, I'll try everything just to make you smile.
~When I'm quiet, i'm sad or thinking.

--
Aun muna. I'm tired na. Haha. Meme.:)

*Miss ko padin ang OB..*

2007-04-08T21:02:00.000+08:00

--
Summer...has been going way too slow for my liking. I found refuge in playing Sims and O2 jam, but it could get tiring too, you know?:P

--
I've been quite active in Deviant Art lately, making new graphics and stuff, chatting and meeting new friends. Below is my latest graphic work:)

Sakura and Li Shaoran from the anime Cardcaptor Sakura. I don't know. The idea just popped in my head.:P I've always loved the series (and Li...and Yukito..shh:P) Hehe. Oh if you are not busy doing something, visit my dART site here.:)

--
I miss OB terribly. :[ Everything about it. I really really do. Phooey.:[

Bye Bye OB

2007-03-29T15:00:00.000+08:00

--
I am now officially part of the OBMCI Alumni Association, having graduated High school almost 3 hours ago.

Parting is such a sweet sorrow. We've been hearing this cliche for years now, but today, its very gist hit all of us in such great impact.

Our high school years have proven to be the best years of our life. We're young and carefree. And now, as we close the High School chapter in our book of Life, I can't help but look back on the memories, and the close knitted bonds formed during our stay in our Alma Mater, Operation Brotherhood Montessori Center.

As I was sitting there, listening to Amb. Soliven's welcoming and very heart felt messages for the graduates, I can't help but feel guilty. I've never EVER realized the true beauty of the life of this woman. Before, she was just...the owner of the school, and a columnist, well-known all over the world for her role in UNESCO. But today, she spoke with such reverence, that I found myself wanting to live my life in the way she lived hers. She followed her dreams, and didn't let any hardship, or trial stop her on her way to achieving them. She is such a remarkable person, and I guess, its better late than never, talking about how I just appreciated her during my last day in Highschool.

To Ambassador Preciosa Soliven, thank you for having perspective in making a chance in the hearts of young students like us. Mabuhay kayo.:)

In the last part, a tribute to Max Soliven was shown, and found ourselves, once again, enthralled by the prestige of the Solivens. They are not famous because they're rich, but because they did everything that they can in order to help the next filipino generation, achieve their dreams, and have the goal in improving the condition of our third world country.

Just like how Gat Jose Rizal said, the young people in this country will be the hope of this nation.:)

Anyways, enough about the Solivens.:p

To OBMCI Batch 2007, Congratulations. We had our shot in making a legacy in OB's history, and we sure did grab it. Good Luck on your future ventures.:)

--
4-A Las Pinas,

There is just no way that I can forget you guys, and you all will surely be missed. The bonds we shared is just so unforgettable, I'm sure I'll take it with me even as we go on with our lives outside the walls of OBLP. Walang kalimutan.:) Batch mates forever.:) I love you guys!

2007-03-26T19:38:00.000+08:00

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Ay nakalimutan ko. Anniversary pala namin nung 23. haha. ambad ko.(=^_^=;;)

*sighs*

There are things in the past which I want to change so badly. I know, other people feel the same way din, pero I dont know. I'm just plain weird. And I hurt badly. Tipong.. I forgive , but I don't forget easily. Ewan ko ba.

People tell me that I have a nice personality, but I seriously don't like my attitude. Not that I want to go be a rebel and such. Just..there's a lot more room for improvement. I guess ayoko lang na napupuri when I don't feel like I'm exerting my best na. Teehee.:P

Anyways, summer is being a bitch. Its so hot. (well duh, summer) and its boring. And..Im graduating in 2 days. :(

Survey.:)

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1. Honestly what color is your shirt?
>> Pink and Yellow.

2. Honestly, whats on your mind?
>> Daniel..Rei..Graduation. Phooey. Bad combo.

3. HoneStly, what are you doing right
now?
>> Nakikipagaway.

4. Honestly, have you ever been in
love ?
>> Heck yeah!

5. Honestly, have you done something
bad today?
>> I guess?

6. Honestly, do you watch disney
channel?
>> I love it:)

7.Honestly, who is the last person you
talked to on the phone?
>> Faldee.

8.Honestly, are you jealous of
somebody right now?
>> Rei.

9. Honestly, what makes you mad most
of the time?
>> Rei?

10. Honestly, do you bite your nails?
>> Nope.

11. Honestly, do you use anyone?
>> I guess...

12. Honestly, do you want to see
someone this very moment?
>> Yes. Oh what i wouldnt give just to see you..

13. Honestly, do you have a friend you
don't actually like?
>> Nope.

14. Honestly, do you love anyone?
>> Yup:)

15. Honestly, does anyone like you?
>> Haha. Borja, honest answer nga?

DIFFERENT EMOTIONS SURVEY

*Anger Section*

1. What do you do when you're mad?
>> past years? cut. Now, cry.

2. What's the worst thing you've done
when you were mad?
>> Cut.

3. Ever made anyone cry when you were
mad?
>> Yup.

4. Do you swear when your mad?
>> Oh friggin yes.:D

5. When was the last time you really
cried?
>> Right now.

6. Ever cried yourself to sleep?
>> Yes.

7. What usually makes you cry?
>> Bad memories. Heartaches. Goodbyes.

8. Are you normally a happy person?
>> Yea:)

9. Does being with your friends make
you happy?
>> Ofcourse.

10. When people say they think you are
good looking/pretty, do you get happy?
>> No.XP
--
Ui guys, I need help.

WHAT MAKES A BOY SMILE? AS IN SERYOSO? SIMPLE THINGS LANG. WHAT?:p

Summer

2007-03-23T22:20:00.000+08:00

--
Oh my god. Senior year is over (though not officially, Graduation's on the 29th) and I am not yet ready to go to college.^_^;; Anyways, I think its time to make my "Goodbye Highschool, Hello College" post.

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1st year- Newbie.
Sir Rox
My name is Jonathan, my father is Jon and my tito is Nathan...
1st seatmate in OB: Monel
Aced the first quiz in computer
Marisse.
Manangs.
Uncalled for diving in the grounds. (Oo Bert, ikaw talaga may kasalanan!)
Kends' HP ringtone during assembly.
KFC.
Diana Tuna.
Langit Lupa.
Casa Kids (Arrianne is now in the 2nd grade.:])
Auds getting knocked over by Mrs. Malenab's daughter. (Sorry auds, naalala ko lang:P)
Rowell crying beside the lockers.
January 28 fallout.:(
Enchanted.:)
Jeahan,Krissa,Yanni,Auds,JV,Kends,Borj
Matrix
With friends like you, I don't need enemies.
JV/Yanni Love team.Ick.
Nang nagsimula manggulo ang lalaki sa aking panaginip.
Libwo

Sophomore Year- Mr. Custodio's rage. "Ugatak"
"Cristobal, baliw ka ba? tumatawa ka dian ng walang dahilan.."
Ace Aziz Jabar- amp.:))
Lalong lumala si dream man.
Antonio and Jonathan
Lady Guard
Kuya Mark
Sing-out
Bangladesh
Ate Shitelletoes.
Cuenca and Josem
Miss Guieb
Truth Or Dare Ugatak Version.
Ako:Sino Crush mo? *sagot si borja* TAKBO!

Junior Year- Byebye Bes.:(
Prom Wrestling Mania.
Amandee.
US.
Hello Hunny.:)
Nag-I-love you si borja.
Stress.
Journalism Newspaper.
Away Dahil kay Jeahan.
...

Senior Year-Sissie!
Retreat.
Pokemon/Magic cards
4-A.
Mrs. Ricafort
Faldee.=))
Bulate.
Volta.
Chito.
Crame.
medicated medic.
Bivuoac.
Paza.=))
Sophinne.
Julz
I dont like butterflies.
Tarpaulin.
Sampaguita.
Cheesecake.
Brooklyn
Incident report=Mcdo.:P
Music Class.
Tomtom and Rei.XP

--
Super rami ng nangyari ng Highschool. Parang kahapon lang, 1st year ka pa lang. Tapos ngayon, tapos na. Time flies fast when youre having fun. Super thank you sa lahat.

Thanks:')

Kends- Daddee, wag mong kalimutan. Every other friday lalabas tayo. Susunduin kita sa Ateneo. ayos?

Pam- anak kong tisay, da best ka.:) Thanks for always being there.:)

Takeshi- vain vain vain. Pero pogi ka.:D

Auds- lola, lagi kang kakain ah. Thank you.:) Alam nio ng lahat ng gusto kong sabihin.

Alex- boytoy, salamat sa pagtitiis saking kaharutan.=)

Se- baby you are hot, you are just like mommy.;)

Borj- uuuy. Mandee. Haha.>:) Yes, malayo ang madocs sa Lasalle!>:P

Nicole- Mabuhay. Este, mamatay pala.:) Love you beybi.

Aid- thanks for all the hugs and for being affectionate.:)

Jayce- sa pakikinig sakin, thank you.

Mands- Mommi. Alam mo na yun.;)

Dondon- cheatmate. Haha.

Gian- favorite seatmate ko ever. Ingatan mo si cobra. Baka matuka ng anaconda ni Faldee=))

Kim- sweet voice dearie. keep singing.:)

Justine D.- Deybs. Mamimiss kita super. Be gay.>:)

Justine G- kapitbahay, andito lang ako. hehe.:)

BEA- my labs. Mamimiss kita ng todo. AS in seryoso. Love kita.:)

Pau- haaay. kakilig kilig na boses. Mamiss ko.T_T

Jels- Ginuud man day! Hehe.:)

Dewa- anak, iwuvshu. Tanda mo pa yun?:)

Monel- waa. wala ng mabango.T_T haha.

Len- yung sapatos ni Sophinne! Hehe. Musshuuu:P

Volts- Volta partner. Orientation Buddy , ingat ka ah?

C- CnC parin a!:)

Bert- No comment. Haha. Madaya ka padin.

Jv- Kuya koooo. Dito ka na lang. Wag ka na lipat, pede? Iyak ako, sige ka.T_T

Minseun- Chingu! Nuna! lahat na! Saranghe!

Chari- bff since grade 5. Ingat sa global. Kaya yan!:)

Fred- behave ka na ah?

Von- 2nd seatmate sa Ob. Magsalita ka naman?:P Kahit babay lang, ok na.:)

Jo- My adopted. Ingat kayo ng patay mong kapatid ah? Stay happy.

Kim- sweet voice. keep singing.:)

Ern- biatch. ay naku. wala na akong kaapir.:(

Daddy- ingatan mo si mommy. wag ka ng magbabangga.:P

Sissie- Alam mo na yuuuun.:D

Angel- good girl ka naman talaga eh. Stay happy, sexy, and pretty.:) All the best for you and mike.

Faldee- Hay naku. Super mamimiss kita. Ala na yung anaconda.=))

--
Ayaw ko na. Naiiyak na ako. Lahat sila magsisilipatan.:(

2007-02-09T17:07:00.000+08:00

My CAT teacher posted this very heart warming poem.:) Its written by Fr. Ariel Robles and I wanted to share it with you.:)
--
Sa aking pagtanda, unawain mo sana
ako at pagpasensyahan. Kapag dala ng
kalabuan ng mata ay nakabasag ako ng
pinggan o nakatapon ng sabaw sa hapag
kainan, huwag mo sana akong
kagagalitan. Maramdamin ang isang
matanda. Nagse-self-pity ako tuwing
sisigawan mo ako.

Kapag mahina na ang tenga ko at
hindi ko maintindihan ang sinasabi mo,
huwag mo naman sana akong sabihan
ng "binge!" paki-ulit nalang ang
sinabi mo o pakisulat nalang. Pasensya
ka na, anak. Matanda na talaga
ako.

Kapag mahina na tuhod ko,
pagtiyagaan mo sana akong tulungang
tumayo, katulad ng pag-aalalay ko sa
iyo noong nag-aaral ka pa lamang
lumakad.

Pagpasensyahan mo sana ako kung
ako man ay nagiging makulit at paulit
ulit na parang sirang plaka. Basta
pakinggan mo nalang ako. Huwag mo sana
akong pagtatawanan o pagsasawaang
pakinggan. Natatandaan mo anak noong
bata ka pa? kapag gusto mo ng
lobo,paulit-ulit mo 'yong sasabihin,
maghapon kang mangungulit hangga't
hindi mo nakukuha ang gusto mo.
Pinagtyagaan ko ang kakulitan
mo.

Pagpasensyahan mo na rin sana ang
aking amoy. Amoy matanda, amoy lupa.
Huwag mo sana akong piliting maligo.
Mahina na ang katawan ko. Madaling
magkasakit kapag nalamigan, huwag mo
sana akong pandirihan. Natatandaan mo
noong bata ka pa? Pinagtyagaan kitang
habulin sa ilalim ng kama kapag ayaw
mong maligo.

Pagpasensyahan mo sana kung
madalas, ako'y masungit, dala na
marahil ito ng katandaan. Pagtanda mo,
maiintindihan mo rin.

Kapag may konti kang panahon,
magkwentohan naman tayo, kahit sandali
lang. inip na ako sa bahay, maghapong
nag-iisa. Walang kausap. Alam kong
busy ka sa trabaho, subalit nais kong
malaman mo na sabik na sabik na akong
makakwentohan ka, kahit alam kong
hindi ka interesado sa mga kwento ko.
Natatandaan mo anak, noong bata ka pa?
Pinagtyagaan kong pakinggan at
intindihin ang pautal-utal mong kwento
tungkol sa iyong teddy bear.

At kapag dumating ang sandali na
ako'y magkakasakit at maratay sa banig
ng karamdaman, huwag mo sana akong
pagsawaan alagaan. Pagpasensyahan mo
na sana kung ako man ay maihi o madumi
sa higaan, pagtyagaan mo sana akong
alagaan sa mga huling sandali ng aking
buhay. Tutal hindi na naman ako
magtatagal.

Kapag dumating ang sandali ng
aking pagpanaw, hawakan mo sana ang
aking kamay at bigyan mo ako ng lakas
ng loob na harapin ang
kamatayan.

At huwag kang mag-alala, kapag
kaharap ko na ang Diyos na lumikha,
ibubulong ko sa kanya na pagpalain ka
sana … dahil naging mapagmahal ka sa
iyong ama't ina…
--
:)

2007-01-17T21:05:00.000+08:00

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Hello UBE.:)

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2006-12-30T20:12:00.000+08:00

--
First of all, let me thank those who voted for me!:) Im nominated again this week, and if you want to vote, vote daily here.

--

I've been spending so much time with my bestest friend ever this holiday season, and I've been having tons of fun.:) I mean who uses the phrase, "Magigiraffe ako?" hahaha. We went to Cavite last December 25, and on our way home we were talking when the song "welcome to the black parade" came on.
-
Me:Crush ko yung lead niang band..
Chi: Sus! Lahat naman crush mo! Kamuka nia yung guy sa Linkin Park..
Me: Sino si Mike Shinoda? Yung hapon ba?
Chi: Hindi..yung kumanta ng.." i tried so hard..but not so far.."
Me: Ah.. yung blonde.. yung semikal yun diba?
Chi: Oo! Wait.. SEMIKAL ROMANCE!
Me: AMP!
-
Upon passing by the Airport Runway:

Me:*silence*
Chi: hmm..Runway. Runway Bride!
Me: Ano na naman yan?
Chi: Yung ano..kay Julia Roberts!
Me: Gaga! Runaway bride yun!
-
We were watching American Pie Band Camp when mom came in the room, and I paused the movie. Accidentally, it paused on the scene where the woman's boobs were closed up:

Mom: UY! Ano yan? Bold? Bata bata nio pa..
Me in slang english: Mama, its comedy!
Chi: *batok sabay tawa* Comedy pala ah!

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Wala lang. Im having tons of fun because of her. We've been friends for almost 14 years na.:) Anyways, I went to Makati and Mom bought me a Barbie Sparkle Stuffed toy from The Magic of Pegasus! Loves it![^^,]

Merry Christmas!:)

2006-12-25T00:06:00.000+08:00

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First of all, let me start this post by greeting all of you a MERRY MERRY MERRY CHRISTMAS! May this day be filled with love, joy, peace and happiness. Remember to share it with your family, because Christmas wouldn't be Christmas without your beloved Family.:)

I attended the Misa de Aguinaldo at our parish, and the homily struck me. Father Ariel talked about what Christmas is about. According to the Roman Catholics, Christmas is for :

Family
-Jesus wouldn't grow up to the Man he is, had it been for Mary and Joseph. Ofcourse, his parents played a great role in His life. WE should share our Christmas with our Family the way Jesus shared Himself with Mary & Joseph.

Poor
-Mary was poor. Joseph was poor. Jesus was poor. The one's who first knew about Jesus' birth are poor- the shepherds. Christmas is for the poor, not only those who are the materially poor, but also those who are HUMBLE. Those who are wealthy however should open their hearts and help the poor with compassio, love, and the goal to spread happiness.

Hope
-Christmas signifies the birth of Jesus, the Savior of all Mankind. Knowing this, we are given hope for the redemption of our sins, and for the promise of everlasting life.

LOVE
-Jesus was born because of God's love for man. Man should follow by example and learn to love one another, not only during Christmastime, but all year long.:)

--
There you go. Those are what I've learned for Christmas 2006. I hope you learn from it too, and live accordingly to the Word of God. Hallelujah.:)

2006-12-22T21:02:00.000+08:00

--
Inatake na naman ako ng kagagahan ko. May nagawa na naman akong hindi kanaisnais para sakin, at para sa iba. Oo alam ko.

--
Mahal kong yaya. Mahal na mahal na mahal kita. Maligaya ang pasko dahil kasama ko kayo ni Nanay Mayet. Salamat sa pagaaruga. Mahal kita. Maligayang pasko.:'-)

2006-12-18T10:31:00.000+08:00

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Guys, my blog is nominated in the Filipino Blog of the Week Awards. If you like my writings, and would like this blog to be featured, vote for me in the pollbox here.:) Thank you very much!:)

--
Anyways, I have been walking aimlessly around the neighborhood days ago, and I was able to see houses decorated creatively with lights and christmas decorations. There was even this one tree which was decorated like a christmas tree. In our street, our neighboors decided to compete with out house's decorations. Funny thing really, because when they saw us decorating, they immediately bought new lights,etc. Good thing my family doesn't care about those.

Upon walking further, I also noticed this one house. There were no lights, nor decorations on it. Also, because I could see the inside of the house, I could see that their Christmas tree was also decorated in a simple, humble manner. I smiled to myself and thought about the Belen again in Asilo.

I thought about it, and then I realized that, Christmas is not about the gifts, the lights, the putobumbong after the Misa de Gallo, or Santa Claus. The true essence of Christmas is found deep inside us.

Christmas is supposed to be felt, not seen. And the holidays should be celebrated in anticipation of the Birthday of Our Savior.

Funny thing is, not many people realize this. Even those who spent hours praying. Those who attend Sunday mass fervently and frequently. Lucky are those who know the true meaning of Christmas.

Its the time of the year when each and every one of us should feel blessed of what we have, and what we don't have. Contentment is the key to happiness. Love gives us happiness.

May love fill each and everyone's Christmas.:) Spread the Cheer![^^,]

2006-12-17T19:23:00.000+08:00

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Finally, its our Christmas Break already. 2 weeks filled with Holiday cheer. I don't know. I just love the Holidays, the cold wind blowing my hair during the afternoon, and the early sunset. Also, don't forget about the Puto Bumbong which is the staple breakfast food of filipinos for 9 days, eaten after the traditional Misa de Gallo.

However, even before Christmas, me and my friends devoted one day to spreading Christmas Cheer. We went to Asilo de San Vicente de Paul, an orphanage located in UN Avenue Manila. It was an outreach project of the seniors, and the class mayors. At first, we didn't know what to expect. I haven't had any experience regarding outreach projects, and to be frank, I was quite nervous.

When we arrived, the sight of a very warmly Belen caught my eyes. It reminded me and my friends of the lobby of the roman hotel in the Lizie McGuire movie.[**,]

Yes, It was that beautiful.

However, the kids were lovelier than the belen. The sight of more than 20 children filled the room, and sang the "Welcome to the Family" song. That song hit a soft spot in me, not only because it was my graduation song back in prep school, but also because the one's singing were orphans. No father or mother, and they were welcoming us to their 'family'. I burst into tears, and felt really loved.

There was this one girl who caught my eye,& turns out, my sister noticed her too. She was wearing a black dress with blue and pink ruffles. She had a sad face, and wasn't singing. It was then that we decided to do anything just to put a smile on that little girl's face. And thats what we were able to do.

Her name was Niña. I don't know, but I felt really close to the little girl and her brother, Niño. So close that when it was time for us to leave, I couldn't help but cry and promise that we'd be back. When she ran back to us, and asked when, I knew that I would always come back to that warm orphanage. Maybe its not the place, but the feeling of happiness from making other people, or children happy, even just for a little while, especially during the Yuletide.
--

2006-12-10T19:53:00.000+08:00

--
I got this survey from Bea's Blog.:)

I WANT: Daniel fro Christmas.
I HAVE: a great guy and friends.:)
I HOPE: he stops cramming and study on time.[^^,]
I HATE: spiders.[--.]
I MISS: Dan.[**.]
I REGRET: hurting myself.[--.]
I LOVE: God, Dad, Dan and my friends and family.[^^,]
I AM NOT: kikay! PUNYETA KA BORJA![--,]
I DANCE: when no one's around.[**,]
I SING: all the time.
I CRY: whenever I feel like it.
I WRITE: poetry whenever I feel a strong surge of any emotion. Inspiration.[^^.]
I NEED: a kiss.[^^'.]
I SHOULD: learn to be more patient.[^^',]

[YES OR NO]
You keep a diary: Nope.
You have a secret journal: yeah.
You bite your fingernails: not anymore.
You believe in love: Doi.[^^,]

[DO YOU]
Take a shower everyday: Yep. I love water.[^^.]
Have any tattoos/where?: nope.
Piercings/where?: ears.
Think you're a health freak: no.[--'.]
Get along with your parents: im civil to my mom. [^^',]

[FAVORITE]
NUMBER: 18 & 23.
COLOR: baby blue.
MONTH: december.[^^,]
SONGS: as of now its walk away, my only wish this year, and all i want for christmas.[^^',]
FOOD: CHOCOLATE & blueberry cheese cake. [**,]
SEASON: winter.
DRINK: Rootbeer float and Berry Lemonade from Gumbo's. Yumm.
VEGGIE: potatoes.
FRUIT: Melon, watermelon and mango.[^^,...]
FAST FOOD: depends.

[IN THE LAST 24 HOURS, HAVE YOU]
CRIED?: yes. [--.]
HELPED SOMEONE?: mhm.[^^.]
BOUGHT SOMETHING?: yep yep.
GONE TO THE MOVIES?: nope.
GONE OUT FOR DINNER?: nope.
WRITTEN A REAL LETTER?: nope..
WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL?: yepyep :)
MISSED SOMEONE?: I always do.[**,]
HUGGED SOMEONE?: yes.
FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS?: ALMOST.>:P
FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND?: nope.

[WOULD YOU EVER]
1. Eat a bug? - eeek. no. [--'.]
2. Bungee jump? - If Dan's holding me, sure.[^^.] I'll probably cry due to the fact that im scared of heights.XP
3. Hang glide? - Suure.
4. Kill someone? - nope.its wrong, and I hate gore. No, not Al Gore you silly boy.
7. Parachute from a plane? - maybe[^^.]
8. Walk on hot coals? - sure.:P
9. Go out with someone for their looks? -looks are just bonuses in a relationship dearie.[^^.]
10. For their reputation? - erm. not applicable?:P
11. Be a vegetarian? - eerrrrr.sure.
12. Wear plaid with stripes? - nuh uh
13. IM a stranger? - sure.[^^.]
14. Sing karaoke? - Oh Yeah![-^.]
17. Run a red light? - No.
18. Dye your hair blue? - Sure, as long as its washable.[**.]
19. Be on Survivor? -nooooooooooooooooo.
20. Wear makeup in public? - yes.
21. NOT wear makeup in public? - yes.
23. Kick a baby? - You *&%$#@&*^%()^%! NO WAY!
24. Date someone more than ten years older than you? - I'm taken.[**,]
25. Stay up all through the night? - *grins* Suuuure. [^-,]

--
I'm bored.:P

2006-12-10T16:44:00.000+08:00

--
New Layout to add to the Holiday Cheers.:) I loved Happy Feet, and I love Penguins now. Not to mention, me and my sister are now known as penguins. Joy much.:D

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Quite frankly, I am very excited for Christmas, though I have failed to get my Christmas Shopping done. [--.] Eeek. Its our last day on the 15th already, and I haven't bought anything yet. Doooooooooom.[**.]

On a much more merrier note, things between me and Daniel have gone from rocky, to uber smooth. Now I just regret the scars on my wrist. O well.[**.] I know its wrong, but I know many of you had experience that quick surge of emotions and adrenaline whenever rage is felt, that you don't have any control on your actions whatsoever already.[**.] Thanks for those people who got so concerned.[^^.]

Anyways, can anyone help me in picking out gifts for the boys? Though I have a brother and a boyfriend, I still am clueless in giving gifts to boys. Its just so hard.[**.] I asked them what they wanted, and they told me they'd love a Playstation 3. [--.] In your dreams.[^^,] Help.[**.]

So yes, I have just updated to let you know about the new layout(as if it's not obvious enough eh?[^^,] ) and a quick update of things.[--,] Holiday Cheers Y'all! [^^,]

2006-12-04T20:05:00.000+08:00

*Tumahimik ka na..
~ HINDI AKO TATAHIMIK!..HINDI PWEDE DAHIL HINDI KA MARUNONG MAKINIG!..HINDI KA MAKAINTINDI!.. ANG TIGAS TIGAS NG ULO MO!..HINDI PORKET MAHAL KITA, IBIG SABIHIN NA NA PWEDE MO NA AKO GAGUHIN AT TRATUHIN NG MASAMA! HALOS LAHAT NG MGA KAIBIGAN KO, GANUN ANG SINASABI! NA MASAMA ANG PAGTRATO MO SAKIN!..
*Tumahimik ka na..
*Hindi na ako makahinga...

(katahimikan)
--

Alam mo, hanggang ngayon, sobra sobra pa din ang sakit. Hindi, hindi dahil sa mga sugat na aking idinulot sa aking braso. Masakit dahil alam ko na totoo. Masakit nga talaga ang katotohanan. Napagtanto ko na hindi talaga ako nararapat sayo. Hindi tama na ibigay mo at ipadama sakin ang pagibig mo. Sabi nga nila nakakaadik. Pag naramdaman mo na, ang hirap pigilan. Naadik ako. Totoo talaga ang sabi nila. Mahirap din pala.

Nung sinimulan mo ako sigawan, natigilan ako. Hindi ko na alam ang sasabihin ko. Tumulo lang ng tumulo ang mga luha. Dahan dahang namugto ang aking mga mata. Natorete ako. Natakot. Napaisip. Siguro nga..Siguro nga tama ka. Marahil ako nga ang dahilan ng lahat. Ako nga siguro ang may kasalanan. Gawa ng kabaliwan ko.. ng katangahan ko.. Sige na. Inaako ko na. Tama ka naman talaga. Mali ako.. Inakala ko na maiintindihan mo lahat. Umasa ako. Inakala ko na ikaw na talaga yun. Yung tipong, isang tingin lang sakin.. kahit na nakangiti ako.. alam agad na may problema akong pasan.

Grabe talaga. Napakaraming luha na ang tumulo. Sobra sobrang sakit. Nagmuka akong tanga sa harap ng iba sa kakahagulgol ko. Napagtawanan ako. Namura at kinutya ng iba. "Lalaki lang yan, pinaggaganyanan mo." Ika nila. Eh bakit ba.. Eh mahal kita. Mahal na mahal. Sa mga mata ko, anghel ka. Isang anghel na hindi kailan man mapaparapat sa isang katulad ko. Mali talaga.

Patawad Mahal ko, sobrang mahal kita eh.. Mali na itong ginagawa ko sa iba.. pero...

*tigil*

2006-12-03T20:39:00.000+08:00

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Nagaway kami ni Dan. Nagsugat ako. Nalungkot ako. Nagdurugo ang puso ko. Tipong, gusto ko na talaga bumitaw, pero sobra sobra ang pagmamahal ko hindi ko magawang iwanan.. Sinigaw sigawan ako..muntik na ako atakihinng hika sa sobrang takot ko.. Hindi ko akalain na magagawa nya iyon, pero nagawa niya. Hagulgol ako.. Kinausap ko kung sino sino para lang makaramdam ng ginhawa.. Kinausap ko si JM. Naglokohan kami, at natuwa ako ng konti. Kinausap ko si Sissy, guminhawa ng kaunti ang pakiramdam ko, at dumalang ang tulo ng mga luha mula sa aking mga namumugtong mga mata.

Oo na. Ako na ang mali. Ako naman lagi. Kasalanan ko ba na gusto ko sakin lang ang atensyon mo bago ko kantahin ang kantang pinaghirapan kong gawin para sayo? Na pinilit kong sulatin kahit na 18th month ang bati mo, kahit na 20th month na natin? Mahirap talaga. Sobrang nasaktan ako. Lalo pa nung giniit mo na ako ang dapat humingi ng paumanhin. Kaya eto na.

Sorry. Yun na. Sorry dahil nasaktan kita. Sorry dahil sobrang balat sibuyas ako. Akala ko lang talaga nung una, maiintindihan mo. Hindi rin pala. Akala mo.. Pag nasasabihan kita ng masama.. hindi ako nasasaktan? Sobrang sakit nun sakin.. at sobrang pinagsisisihan ko pagkatapos.. Pero syempre, hindi mo alam yun, kahit na ilang beses ko ng sinabi. Hindi mo alam na bawat sugat na napapataw sa aking braso.. Paraan ko yun para ako ang masaktan, at hindi ikaw. Akala mo lang na ginagawa ko iyon para masaktan ka. Ewan ko ba sayo. Pinipilit ko na intindihin ka..pero gusto ko ng bumitaw. Sabi nga ni jm:

Jm Manalo: wag mo iyakan yun
Jm Manalo: lalaki lang yun
Jm Manalo: mrami pa iba jan
Jm Manalo: na ndi tanga pra ganunin ka ;)

Sabi mo, sabi sayo ni Tomtom, at ng mga kaibigan mo, hindi tama ang pagtrato ko sayo. Alam mo ba, sobrang nasaktan ako. Sobra sobrang luha ang tumulo mula sa mga mata ko nung sinabi mo iyon. Sobra. Hindi ko maintindihan kung bakit.

Diyos ko, anong gagawin ko?

Sobrang mahal kita. Patawad..

2006-11-30T20:47:00.000+08:00

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Ay Ay! Check out my Nohari and Johari windows pala!:)

Click here for my Johari window.
Click here for my Nohari window.

Thanks!:)

Things men don't know about women:)

2006-11-30T20:24:00.000+08:00

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1. Before you accuse a woman of being bitchy, walk a mile in her shoes. Her pointy-toed, high-heeled, impossibly uncomfortable shoes.- I agree!:D

2. One more thing about the shoes: Most of them hurt too much to wear for too long. So, yes, we really do need that many pairs. (And, accordingly, you need us to have them.)- Haha. True true!:D

3. Sometimes we love you way more than we love ourselves.-Yes i do Dan.>:P

4. The smell of sweat is sexy within reason. Nuzzling your neck when you come home from the gym: sexy. Getting trapped in your armpit after you've played eighteen holes in 90 degree heat: not sexy.-I still love you dan!:P

5. Intimacy is the greatest foreplay. It's the twentyfour-hour game.

6. You can never give us too many sincere compliments. To be honest, you can never give too many exaggerated ones, either.

7. Our friends are not your enemies, and our enemies better not be your friends.[--,] no comment.:D

8. Since we let you inside of us, we care a lot about where you've been.

9. It isn't our period that's making us moody; it's you.-Nononono, its PMS! *looks innocent*

10. Knowing that you love us makes us strong.-Awww. Yes it does.:)

1. If you tell us that playing Halo 2 improves the dexterity of your fingers, you'd better be able to prove it.-Haha.:D

2. We think Porsches are as overrated and superficial as men who drive SUVs but don't know how to shift them into fourwheel drive.

3. Watching football for three hours on a Sunday is sufficiently masculine. Watching football for nine hours is obsessive and weird.

4. When you are dancing with a woman, know how to lead. When you are intimate, know how to touch.

5. Chivalry does not emasculate you or make you our bitch.-MHM!:D

6. Drink milk from a glass and beer from a bottle. (For better beer-drinking tips, observe carefully the sexy two-finger hold used by Jeff Bridges in Against All Odds.)

7. Some of us would very much prefer the little black box from Chrome Hearts rather than the usual blue one from Tiffany's. Translation: Don't underestimate our edge!

8. Grooming you is our biological proclivity. Squeezing, plucking, clipping, trimming—all these activities are ways of showing we love you. Embrace the love.- Hunny. MUST READ.:D

9. If, while driving, you check yourself out in the rearview more than you look at us, we'll never get in another car with you.

10. Laughter and listening: These are the two bridges between your planet and ours. Do both with us often and we'll love you like crazy.-You got this love.:D Love you like crazy.:)

2006-11-27T21:16:00.000+08:00

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After doing some meaningless wandering around the Net, I've read something definitely worthy to indulge in. Read:

"... LOVE is when you never forget to mention her name whenever you are in conversation with God. When you call out to God every freaking morning to take care of her and never let anyone hurt her (yet should anyone hurt her, you pray that God may give her the strength to be strong), that's LOVE. When you actually experience pleading to God do something to make her happy, that's gotta be LOVE. When you begin praying more for her to God than for yourself, that's LOVE..."

"LOVE is when you begin to see beneath all those imperfections, big or small, the inner beauty that the person really possesses and accept them as they truly are.You know it's LOVE that you're feeling when you're heart doesn't beat faster anymore whenever you see her. For when you're heart beats faster than normal, you tend not to be normal. You try to be somebody or something you're not. When your heart beats its normal pace, you are yourself. LOVE is when you can be and are yourself in front of her.
LOVE is you never getting tired of her. OVE is wanting to spend the rest of your life with her.LOVE is when can do simply anything for her."

Read more?

Ayun lang. Kinilig lang ako. I love Love.:)

2006-11-17T22:47:00.000+08:00

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Birthday post.:D
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Due to alot of happenings, I heve neglected posting here. Still, I have the right to choose when to update, right?:D Haha.

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First of all, since today is my birthday, I would like to say thank you to the best set of friends I've ever had. Though all of you made me cry [yes, all of you, including bert and borja for not being there.:( ], this birthday if one of the most memorable birthday's ever.:) Though you know I hated surprises, all of you did a great job. I'm still expecting the balloons mind you.:D

Thanks for the Tarpaulin with our picture on it.:) Really memorable. But sissie, I still hate your cam, ok? :P Hehe. I love you guys so much.

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Ok. I'm sleepy.XP...zzzzzzz...

2006-11-03T12:35:00.001+08:00

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I have been doing some cleaning in the house lately, and I stumbled upon this white box on my drawing table which had my father's name on it. I knew exactly what it was, but for the past years, I never had the courage to open it, and browse its contents. Its my father's commemoration album. In it were pictures of my father, some when he was still alive, but mostly of him in his funeral.

When I was younger, I used to be deathly afraid of corpses. I was the one who found my father dead. Not really realizing that my papa died in his sleep, I laid down beside him and tried to wake him up. After a few more tries, I noticed he wasn't breathing, so it all dawned on me. He was dead.

During his memorial viewings, I never dared to look at him, but there was this instance when I saw him lying there in this beautiful white coffin, looking very peaceful. I freaked out.

As I turned each page of the album, I stumbled upon a picture of my father's "best friend", and my mother's golddigger ex-boyfriend. I felt all my anger come back. He nearly ruined what was left of my family, and just took the cash my dad worked hard for. Then on the next page...

It was a picture of my mother beside my father's coffin. She was smiling as if she hadn't lost her husband. I was there when they took that picture. I remembered feeling very angry. How dare she smile like that.. My father's dead for goodness sakes. I remember my dad asking me to ask mom why doesn't she love him... Maybe she really didn't love him. It breaks my heart for my father loved her with all he's got.

In the next page was me saying my eulogy. I was standing not in front, but in the side, for I didn't want to see my dad. I remember people were crying hard while I was talking. They've always told me I resemble my father in most ways possible. I believe them, and I am so ever thankful for that.

Sitting here, words just flowing from my heart onto the screen, I just couldn't deny it anymore. I'm still not over my father's death. I'm not over as to why my mom was smiling in that picture. I'm not over the fact that when I get married, I won't get to have my dad dance with me in the father-daughter dance. I'm not over them, but I don't want to question as to why it all happened.

I miss my daddy. Its been really hard living without a father. Like when I'm walking in the mall, and I see a little girl holding her father's hand, I couldn't help but tear up, and feel envious. I only had 7 years with him. I don't even remember his own voice. Its sad, but life must go on.

I love you Dad.

2006-11-03T12:35:00.000+08:00

2006-10-18T21:34:00.000+08:00

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Naiinis ako. Nalulungkot ako. Ewan ko ba. These past few days were filled with my moodswings again, though not really obvious. I tend to shut myself out of the real world whenever these things happen.

Im so fucking frustrated. About what, that i dont know. There's just a lot of things going on, and I just don't know what to think anymore. Wait, maybe there's some people going on. Haha. Anlabo. Badtrip. This is extremely agitating. Rawr. Eto na nga lang ulit yung cute baby.

2006-09-22T20:53:00.000+08:00

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Soooo! After a long uncalled for break, I am finally back in the blogging business.:P

Lemme see..

Nothing interesting have been happening lately. All is just the same rumbles and ramblings in the fourth year classroom.:)

Oh just wanna share this:

Daniel sent me those lovely flowers yesterday. We'll be celebrating our 1 year and a half tomorrow. Yay.:) Thank you so much Dan. Love you.:)

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How come I'm so weird? Those flowers? We'll I spent days trying to convince Daniel to not send me those since they cost alot instead of just letting him spend alot on me. I don't know. I just don't like it or I'm not used to it when people do that.:P Haha. Yes I'm not spoiled, but I guess Dan is out to change that.:P
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2006-09-05T20:53:00.000+08:00

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Extremely sad and pathetic post ahead.

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Yesterday, Steve Irwin *the Croc. Hunter* died due to a sting ray. The tail which has poision struck the heart which made the attack fatal.

Anyways, today, I was watching a tribute to him in Animal Planet, and then his daughter came on. Bindi is very adorable, and he was talking about how he thinks she's the light of his life and such.. Bindi is 8, and her little brother is 3. Their dad died.

I was 7 when my father died, and up until now, I can still feel the aftershock. Its very hard to grow up without a father, so my heart goes out to them.

Oh and its my father's birthday today. I miss him. I want him here. I already spent 8 years without him.. and it hurts like hell because more years will be daddyless. :-(

2006-09-03T20:23:00.000+08:00

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Long time no update.>:) **well hello mrs.hi-im-stating-the-obvious-again. In case youre wondering who my husband is, its dan.:D**

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I was busy earlier preparing for the wedding invites (engagement game project. dont ask.) and I made Sissie a blog.:D Visit her blog here.

Hmm. I was just reading Homer Simpson's Life Lessons, and its really funny.
Here are some of those:
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When someone tells you your butt is on fire, you should take them at their word.

There is no such thing as a bad doughnut.

Kids are like monkeys, only louder.

If you want results, press the red button. The rest are useless.

There are many different religions in this world, but if you look at them carefully, you'll see that they all have one thing in common: They were invented by a giant, superintelligent slug named Dennis.

You should just name your third kid Baby. Trust me -- it'll save you a lot of hassle.

You can have many different jobs and still be lazy.

I enjoy the great taste of Duff. Yes, Duff is the only beer for me. Smooth, creamy Duff . . . zzzzzzzzzzzzz.

You can get free stuff if you mention a product in a magazine interview. Like Chips Ahoy! cookies.

You may think it's easier to de-ice your windshield with a flamethrower, but there are repercussions. Serious repercussions.

There are some things that just aren't meant to be eaten.

The intelligent man wins his battles with pointed words. I'm sorry -- I meant sticks. Pointed sticks.

There are way too many numbers. The world would be a better place if we lost half of them -- starting with 8. I've always hated 8.

If I had a dollar for every time I heard "My God! He's covered in some sort of goo," I'd be a rich man.

Be generous in the bedroom -- share your sandwich.

I've climbed the highest mountains . . . fallen down the deepest valleys . . . I've been to Japan and Africa . . . and I've even gone into space. But I'd trade it all for a piece of candy right now.

Every creature on God's earth has a right to exist. Except for that damn ruby-throated South American warbler.

I don't need a surgeon telling me how to operate on myself.

Sometimes I think there's no reason to get out of bed . . . then I feel wet, and I realize there is.

Let me just say, Winnie the Pooh getting his head caught in a honey pot? It's not funny. It can really happen.

Even though it is awesome and powerful, I don't take no guff from the ocean.

I never ate an animal I didn't like.

A fool and his money are soon parted. I would pay anyone a lot of money to explain that to me.

Give a man a fish and he'll eat for a day. Teach a man to fish and he'll get a hook caught on his eyelid or something.

I made a deal with myself ten years ago . . . and got ripped off.

Never leave your car keys in a reactor core.

Always trust your first instinct -- unless it tells you to use your life savings to develop a Destructo Ray.

When you borrow something from your neighbor, always do it under the cover of darkness.

If a spaceship landed and aliens took me back to their planet and made me their leader, and I got to spend the rest of my life eating doughnuts and watching alien dancing girls and ruling with a swift and merciless hand? That would be sweet.

I may not be the richest man on earth. Or the smartest. Or the handsomest.

Never throw a butcher knife in anger.

The office is no place for off-color remarks or offensive jokes. That's why I never go there.

My favorite color is chocolate.

Always feel with your heart, although it's better with your hands.

The hardest thing I've had to face as a father was burying my own child. He climbed back out, but it still hurts.

If doctors are so right, why am I still alive?

I'm not afraid to say the word racism, or the words doormat and bee stinger.

Always have plenty of clean white shirts and blue pants.

When that guy turned water into wine, he obviously wasn't thinking of us Duff drinkers.

I love natural disasters because we're allowed to get out of work.

When I'm dead, I'm going to sleep. Oh, man, am I going to sleep.

What kind of fool would leave a pie on a windowsill, anyway?

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Haha. Wala lang. Naaliw lang ako.:D

2006-08-27T11:03:00.000+08:00

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Finally, exams are over. Whew! 3 more quarters to go.. and we're off to college. Wah. Noooo!:P

Anyways, I went to ATC with Sissie, Auds, Manda, Bert, Jav, and Borj last Friday after class to just destress and unwind. We really were uptight due to the exams..pheeewww.

We watched My Super Ex Girlfriend, and Little Man. Spent waaay too much money in Timezone, and played pool in Paengs. Fun fun. I had a tummy ache though. Booo.:c It was like..10 Pm already when we went home na.. haha.

Pictures!:)

Me, Sissie, Auds, Manda, Borj, Jav

Mukang nakakaabala ata ako sakanila...:P*love you sissie. magreact panget:D*

Me, Jav,Manda, Auds, Sissie, Borj, Robert.
Family Pic namin..si Jav yung lolo.XP

Engagement Pic namin ni Bert. Haha.:P

It was one of those days..

2006-08-21T11:41:00.000+08:00

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I know I'm on hiatus while typing this,okay okay, I can't stay away. Haha.

Sunday Night:

I was browsing through channels, when I saw this show in Hallmark which starred Danielle Panabaker *yes, the girl interest of the guy in Sky high:P*.

"When 16-year-old Jacey Jeffries, a model student and superior athlete, finds out that she's expecting, no one is more surprised than her overbearing mother, Terry. After exploring all of her options, Jacey decides to keep the baby. Her mom agrees, but under one condition: She must keep the birth a secret.

Terry wants Jacey to have a normal teenage life, so she moves the family to a new town and insists on raising the newborn as her own son. Resentful at having to start over and live a complete lie, Jacey begins to experience a major meltdown. But when a persistent guidance counselor tries to befriend the troubled teen, it only leads to a whirlwind of chaos and a shocking outcome for both of them".

There was a part in the show wherein she talked in front of a school assembly with her friends, which were teen moms too, about how it is unfair when other people look down on them, because they never wanted it to happen. It was just a result of a one night of whirlwind romance of the sort.

That was the part which touched me the most. Its not like I'm gonna get pregnant early. Even though my boyfriend is 3 years older that me, he's like.. a thousand miles away.:P But I know, even if we're together right now, we're not ready for all the responsibilities a little bundle of joy could bring.

Soooo.. think about it. We're teens. Girls could get pregnant even if it was their first time. I'm pretty sure all of us aren't ready to raise a kid. We're still kids. We can't handle the responsibilty. Even if you have this tough chick side of you going on, you. can. not. handle. it. Okay? Good.;D

2006-08-17T20:22:00.000+08:00

Mood: Happy
LSS: Public Affair- Jessica Simpson
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Due to my uber happiness from getting a 97% in my Pre-Calculus Long Test, I will update. Oh, and because Bea has been asking me to update na din. Hehehe.:D

Soooo..yun nga. Last week was our Long test week, and things had been pretty hectic for us. The long tests weren't that hard really..well, if you studied, it won't be:D Haha..

It will be our quarterly examinations next week, so I'm going into a short hiatus.:) Just a one week hiatus, k?:P Bear with me! Thank you.:D
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2006-08-06T21:47:00.000+08:00

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" If I never wake up in the morning
Would she ever doubt the way I feel
About her in my heart?

And if my time on earth were through
And she must face this world without me
Is the love I gave her in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes."

Earlier today, I found myself thinking about random things : college, life after I graduate, friends, family, and ofcourse, Daniel. I turned on the radio, and the song "If tomorrow never comes" came up. For some reason, when I heard the song, I felt like crying. Ewan, patama yung kanta. Its very, very, emotional for me.

I thought about how my dad passed away without even having the chance to say goodbye, and woot, more tears streamed down my cheeks. Maybe it was hard on his part too, having to leave us, more over, having to leave his baby daughter to grow up without him. I am thankful for one thing though, he made me feel loved. He loved me, he loves me, and I sure know it.

Going back thinking, I thought about what would happen if yes, I never wake up again? What would happen to those people I love, and who truly cares about me? Was I able to express in every way possible how special they were to me? How much I love them? Everything I felt for them? Then I cried some more : I am not sure what are the answers to those haunting questions. All I know is I dont want to leave without them knowing. So here I am, trying to think of ways which will let them know best. I dont really know why Im being like this, all I know is that I dont want them to not know how much I love them if ever its my time already. We can never know after all what God's plan is, or when He'll call you back to His Kingdom, right?

" So tell that someone that you love
Just what you're thinking of
If tomorrow never comes"
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2006-08-05T22:24:00.000+08:00

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Took my UPCAT in the College of Business Administration today from 8:00 AM- 11:30 AM. It wasn't as dreadful as I thought, though the test was right minus wrong. Haha. It was.. uh.. OK I guess.

After my UPCAT, we went to UST to submit my application form. Woot. The mural found in the walls of the back lobby was great. Love it. I had the chance to take a good look around, and yes, I love the campus already. Hiyey.

Chari, Guata Mae and EA barged into my room while I was sleeping, dragged me off to Alfred's house,waited for Loren, and went to SM Sucat for dinner. We waited for Carlo, then had our pictures taken in PicCity, then ate dinner in Mcdo. Haha. Aliiiw.

How come they still keep on teasing me and Alfred? Its been what..almost 4 years already!:P

Sorry, just scanned the pic.:D
[l-r] Alfred, Me, Loren, Chari, Guata, JC, E.A.
I missed you guys, sorry kung sobrang tahimik ko kanina.. kasi..kayo eh!:P

2006-08-04T20:48:00.000+08:00

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The eve before it all ends. I'll be taking my UPCAT tomorrow in the College of Business Administration,and I barely browsed through my MSA notes. haha. Oh well.:D

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2006-08-01T21:44:00.000+08:00

"Do they know its Christmastime at all?"

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Due to my lack of adrenaline yesterday, I decided to check out pictures, and stumbled upon this picture. This is a picture of a young African boy, dying due to starvation caused by famine, and a vulture, quietly waiting for the young boy to die so it can devour it, and satisfy its hunger.
Upon seeing the picture, I immediately felt a surge of mixed emotions: anger, pain, guilt, and others, all rolled into one moment.
Anger, because there are people who are too selfish to share, only thinking about themselves, and not realizing that there are other people who needs your money more than you do. They need it to buy their bare necessities, and you only spend it buying things which aren't of utmost importance to you. Selfish, I'm telling you, YES, YOU.
Pain, because that little boy had endured so much for his age. As a child, he should be playing, and having fun exploring and discovering this earth which we call home. Instead, harsh conditions had placed him into this situation, barely surviving, with no food to eat.
Guilt, because I know I am one of those Selfish people, or atleast, I used to be one of them.

When I was young, and my father was still alive, he used to donate money to UNICEF, to help children, and now, I wanna continue his goodwill.

For all those people who want to help, they need all the help the can, so please, don't hesitate to.

One world+People helping each other = peace, and harmony. Ü

2006-07-31T21:22:00.000+08:00

For every woman who is tired of acting weak when she knows she is strong;
There is a man who is tired of appearing strong when he feels vulnerable.

For every woman who is tired of acting dumb;
There is a man who is burdened with the responsibility of ‘knowing everything’.

For every women who is tired of being called an ‘emotional female’;
There is a man who is denied the right to weep and be gentle.

For every woman who is called unfeminine when she competes;
There is a man for whom competition is the only way to prove he is masculine.

For every woman who is tired of being a sex object;
There is a man who must worry about his potency.

For every woman who feels ‘tied down’ by her children;
There is a man who is denied the full pleasure of parenthood.

For every woman who is denied meaningful employment and equal pay;
There is a man who must bear the financial responsibility for another human being.

For every woman who was not taught the intricacies of an automobile;
There is a man who was not taught the satisfaction of cooking.

For every woman who takes a step towards her own liberation;
There is a man who finds that the way to freedom has been made a little easier.

~ Nancy Smith
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As I was browsing through a set of poems, I managed to find the one above. As I read it, I felt like every single word of it reflects what is happening to the world, in every society, and worse, even in families.
How come there are people who are sexists, or racists?
Don't they understand that there is no such thing as superiority of race, gender, or lives. None really. Each and every one of us are born equally. Born under the grace of God, through our parents. No one has the right to brag, no matter what you've achieved. No one has the right to degrade others simply because of that. If I were to talk prejudicedly, I'd say you are far more worse than the person you're degrading!
When you hurt the feelings of other people, what do you get? A boost in your ego? A sense of superiority? Its more of a spot in hell my dear, if you ask me.
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2006-07-24T11:01:00.000+08:00

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One day after the Retreat, and I'm still immersed in the wonderful feeling of inner peace and relaxation it brought me.

3 days in Don Bosco Retreat House, in Batulao felt like.. well, probably heaven. Literally. aha. It was really cold there, especially during the night. It reminded me of the weather in L.A, sans the rainfalls and all. They made us watch the movie GOAL, which our football fanatic classmates loved. I think that movie hit a spot in me, because I somehow felt what he was feeling and all of his hardships. So yun. Anyways, my roomies were Pampam and Jus. The first night was OK I guess, but I didnt sleep well *haha, ok lang yung justine:D* and we were all hungry, since we weren't allowed to bring food in the room.XP We got freaked out with the dancing lightbulb. Haha. Weird.

During the 2nd day, we had fun.:D I'm too lazy to elaborate, but the seniors would know what I mean.:) Fast

3rd day: all of us weren't ready to go home just yet. The place was too captivating that we felt like we didn't want to go home muna.

Check out my multiply account :)

2006-07-16T11:11:00.000+08:00

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Finally got to watch Superman yesterday with Kuya while mom was dyeing (?) her hair. Haha. I was so giggly.XP Yes, I do like Brandon Routh. He kinda looks like Christopher Revve don't you think? Anyways, that movie was superb.:D Haha. My brother was laughing at ne, because I almost cried when Superman almost died.:P
Ehe..he..he..:D
Sweet Eh?:D

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2006-07-14T21:03:00.000+08:00

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Omg. Huge Miracle.:D My Keyboard got fixed, like.. it fixed itself. Haha. Thank you God.:D I thought I would have to get some money from my college fund to buy a new one. Oh my, thank you thank you!

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Auds and Chi just left. We watched Sleepover. (thanks sis for the dvd:D) Haha. Sean Faris is cute:)

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Woo. We just had 2 days of classes this week. I would say thank you to Florita for the rest days, but no, many people died because of you. No thanks to you.:-(

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2006-07-13T20:00:00.000+08:00

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My keyboard is busted.
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I super duper dont like GMA at all. She cant make decisions without taking it back the last minute. Beh.

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Hey mom, why didn't you want me? - Buses and Trains

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2006-07-10T20:14:00.000+08:00

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This post was written in school, in my handy dandy notebook ofcourse.:P hehe

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Jealous has got to be one of the most over rated emotions one could feel in a relationship.

Though its normal, and it comes naturally, in my opinion, jealousy is just a state of mind.

Yes, I know I tend to get 'dangerously' jealous every now and then, but I am aware that the problem is not with me, and I get jealous because I'm insecure, and because I have low self esteem.:P hehe.

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Swing. Swing. Swing.

Argh, moodswings! Post period PMS-ing. Haha! Rawr.:P How could one feel so hyper, and then feel irritated and agitated easily after? Ah, must sort out my emotional issues. Yes, yes.:P

Woot.Woot.

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Just got my SAT results: found out that I am above average in Mathematics, and almost all subjects, especially English, and Social Studies.XP Surprising. Hehe. Also, they told me that my rate of thinking is Post Highschool, or for college level already. Whoa. Strange.XP
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Still bad trippity trip. Hay.

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Had my physical checkup. The school nurse told me that my height is 5'1'' which is pretty much impossible, seeing that my doctor told me last summer that my height is 5'4''.:P Beeeh.

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2006-07-09T21:05:00.000+08:00

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I am currently loving Joan of Arcadia, Panic! at the Disco and Ryan Cabrera. Haha.:P Random:P Just sharing:P

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I am addicted to .. wait. I forgot what I'm supposed to type. Oh geez. Haha.:P

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2006-07-08T11:12:00.000+08:00

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Last Acquaintance party= unpredictable.

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Yesterday, we had our Acquaintance party which had the theme "Dress Up My Denims". Everybody in our class weren't so thrilled about it, but decided to make the best out of it seeing it was our last party for we are graduating this year.

When our adviser called us already, we found out that those who are not wearing hats would not be allowed to enter the party, well yeah, not before they write their incident reports. Sissie (nice) and I went back to the building to help make paper hats for those who have none, seeing Mrs. Magallanes allowed Angel, and Nico when they wore paper hats. I made a paper hat for Robert with a red ribbon around it.. Hehe. He didn't wear it, but he said he'd keep it as a remembrance.:)

Anyways, the heel of my right boot broke. Haha. How come every single Acquaintance Party, I have a footwear mishap?XP Not nice. Hehe. Sissie and I danced barefoot. Hehe. I love you sissie.:D

During dinner time, Robert and Sissie forced me to eat since I stopped eating properly days ago... and they Anna and Pam joined in. And before that, they forced me to eat creme brulee. Ah. It made my tummy churn:P hehe. Kidding. Aww. Thanks so much for the concern.:)

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2006-07-05T22:10:00.000+08:00

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Wah. My hand hurts.:-(

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2006-07-04T21:39:00.000+08:00

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Rawr. I so do not like Mrs. Greenhells.XP

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Dan just showed me his christmas gifts for me (really early i know:P hehe), and now, I think he's the most adorable boyfriend ever!:D Hehe.:P

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I am sleepy:P
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2006-07-03T21:27:00.000+08:00

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I'm so fudging tired.:P

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I have been re-reading 2 of my favorite books: What my mother doesn't know, and another hideous book where the mother dies, both by Sonya Sones, and now, my mind is full of Maybe's.

*Maybe my mom didn't mean it when she pushed me into a 6 ft pool when I was six?
*Maybe my mom didn't mean to throw her nailcutter at me?
*Maybe my mom didn't really mean to feed me her dirty slippers when I was 3?
*Maybe she just hates children (and maybe she sees me as one:P) and not mad at me specifically?
*Maybe she really loves me, and just can't show it?

I really don't know what to think. Maybe I'm just saying this now, or maybe my thinking is just so hypocritical, but one things for sure, it would take long for me to know.:)

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I miss you Dan:)

2006-07-02T20:17:00.000+08:00

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Today, we went to Makati to look for denims, and patches for what I'm supposed to wear this Friday. When we were about to enter the parking lot, we saw people flocked in front of Outback's Restaurant. Turns out, they were watching Mano a Mano, the boxing fight between Filipino and Mexican undercard boxers, and ofcourse, the long awaited match between Oscar Larios, and our very own Manny Pacquiao too. It wasn't until I came home that I found out that Pacquiao won, that, and after too many heated rounds, Larios suffered from many blows, and was kinda severely injured.:P

To tell you frankly, though Pacquiao had brought another pround moment to this country of ours, I am not thrilled about his victory. Why? Well, I've been seeing his face in way way too much tv commercials, and its not really entertaining. The fact that he's advertising things like some tv star is just too much. Shouldn't he just focus on sports? He earns alot of money by doing that anyways. There is no need to sell yourself out in the market. Phoooeey.

In my opinion, Pacquiao is more of a TV star than an athlete. Phooooey.:P

Anyways, CONGRATULATIONS TO MANNY PACQUIAO, AND THE 3 FILIPINO UNDERCARD BOXERS, and ALSO TO THE MEXICAN BOXERS.:)

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2006-07-01T20:21:00.000+08:00

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Our bratty neighbors are having a huge party next door, and they have a live band. OMFG. They're so loud, our floor is actually vibrating. My mom went over, since she's the godmother of the big brother of the guy who's having the party. His friends only mocked my mom and told her that the volume of the amp couldnt be decreased. Phoooey. Bullsh*t. Haha. Sorry for my language, its just they are pissing me off much. Ahh. They are so..so..intolerable. Off with their heads!:P They are so selfish, not even thinking about their neighbors. Ah! Fudgeroo.XP SO SO SO Irritating.

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On the brighter side, my mom bought me a top from Zara earlier which I'm gonna wear on Friday. Hehe. We're gonna go to Makati tomorrow to buy pants.XP

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I talked to Krissa already, and I am so happy for her. I love you and miss you so much mommy!:)

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2006-06-30T23:15:00.000+08:00

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Yey. New Layout. Its so clean and purty and professional looking. Haha.

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Badtrip.

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The physics quiz was very mind boggling.

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My finger hurts. Damn guitar fingering skills. haha.

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I miss my dan.

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I love my layout.:D

2006-06-26T20:18:00.000+08:00

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Natawa ako sa post ko yesterday.:P

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Anyways, due to laziness to update, my posts are so outdated na. Hehe.

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Last Friday, it was our 15th monthsary. Hehe. going on forever hopefully.:) And, it was Papa Kendrick's birthday. Hehe. Old man.XP

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Last Saturday, we went to ATC to celebrate Kendrick's birthday. Only 5 of us showed up. Hehe. We ate at Shakeys, and I saw that my mom and brother were eating there too.XP Hehe. After eating, we went to picture city and got our pictures taken, and the boys went to go play in the arcade, and we bought Kendrick a pink polo shirt. Soooo Cute. He looked great when he tried it on. Cutesy.:)

We saw Se, and Arlene while wandering around, then went off to watch Cars, and Scary Movie 4. I love cartoon flicks. Hehe. The son of Tom Ryan in Scary Movie 4 was cute. Hehe.

We played pool after, and saw Anna, Raffy, and Ystol.

We ate dinner and went home.XP

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Sunday. Wow. High School Musical. Those songs are my current LSS.XP Everybody in school was talking about it early.. and the plotline seems very familiar to me. XP

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2006-06-25T21:29:00.000+08:00

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Zac Efron= Wow. Hehe.

Dan= probably jealous now. I love you hun!:D

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2006-06-19T21:18:00.000+08:00

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Its only been a week since school started, and I feel like things are gonna go downhill already. I've been working twice or thrice as hard as I did the past year, and people just told me that I've been neglecting my studies. WTF. And you dont even understand why I got mad at you. Try working for 13 hours a day, sleep for 5-6 hours, and do the same thing all over again for 200+ days. Good Luck.

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People, I'd like to let you know that no matter how hyper I get, how bubbly and charming I get, I also have the right to feel negative emotions. For those people who think they know me well, think again. Many people have misjudged me. Laughed at my face during those times when I needed them to listen. Yes, listening would have been enough. You don't need to give me advice,or comfort me, just knowing that you are listening..Its enough. But you wouldn't even give it to me.

Thank you.
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2006-06-18T15:28:00.000+08:00

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Happy Father's Day.:)
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I love you and miss you Daddy.:).
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To all the sons and daughters out there, make sure you greet your father on his special day.:)

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Im kinda down today, though I was able to visit my dad and give him my gift. A friend told me once how life could get so unpredictable, and today, that friend proved it to me too.

We were talking, and one sore topic came up. And things sorta started heating up, though I was able to keep my cool, I am kinda feeling..so-so about that friend. [sigh]

To my friend that I wish to remain anonymous, I would just like to let you know that I trust you to make decisions that will make you happy, and remember that I am just here to listen. Whatever happened, whatever words exchanged, that will be kept between the two of us, but please don't let me down. I expect you to do your best there, and make people here proud. We miss you, and im sure you miss us too, but we'll get our chance to bond sometime soon.
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Angel tagged me!

Instructions :
The first player of this game starts with the "6 weird things/habits about yourself" and people who get tagged, need to write a blog of their 6 weird habit/things, as well as state this rule clearly.. in the end, you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names.

1. I am VERY secretive.
- I am very picky about sharing information about me to other people, and when I say no, its quite impossible to coax it out of me.:P

2. I always have moodswings
- Haha, like Angel, I always have moodswings too. From, hyper, to sad, then to happy, then to mad. You'll never understand. Hehe. No, I am not PMS-ing.:P

3. I am always smiling.
- Even if I'm sad, I am very easy to cheer up, but when I'm mad, I get really really bitchy/:)

4. My chest gets red when ever I'm mad, or crying.
- Its a trait I inherted from my mum. My chest, gets all blotchy and red. Haha.

5. I am addicted to chocolates and peanut butter.
- :D

6. I hate my toes.
- theyre so small! haha!

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I'll be tagging:
Amanda, Bea, Serena, Kai, Justine and a random person. Hehe.

2006-06-15T20:50:00.000+08:00

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Have you ever felt like every little thing you do has no known purpose at all since nobody ever notices, or the person that you want to notice never does?

Has anyone made you feel like you dont deserve anything or everything you have or accomplished?

Have you ever wanted to hear the words "You're [insert any compliment adjective here]", "I'm so proud of you." etc..?

Did you ever get your heart broken and dreams shattered by someone who you consider really important and has a major role in your life?
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I do, and I'm not liking any of it.
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2006-06-14T21:04:00.000+08:00

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Aliw ako. Twin twin twin twin Nice. Hehe. I made a new friend.

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Workload increasing. yanni needs destressing. help.

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2006-06-13T21:39:00.000+08:00

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First day of school today!:)

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The former 3-A and 3-B students are merged into one class only.. tadaa! 34 students in a small room with only 2 fans, and 2 ac units. Great. Nooot. Its so freakin hot.:(

Oh.. and its really unexpected that Mrs. Magallanes isn't the highschool coordinator now, and have been replaced by Mrs. Ricafort. Hehe. She's our adviser nga eh.. She's pretty cool..erm. Boring. Haha.XP

Sooo.. ayun. We have a new classmate, Denice, and she's my new friend! Haha. We're sisters nga eh.. We call her Nice, but they call her Ice.. and they were like.. Ice, Ice baby.. and then I remembered Dan..and started missing him too much, but I just didn't say anything, and just doodled. *sighs*

Today had been so boring.XP

anyways, im off to finish my homeworks.:)
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2006-06-12T20:34:00.000+08:00

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Got this from Saab's Blog:

SUPPOSEDLY if you've seen over 80 movies, you have no life. Mark the ones you've seen. There are 169 movie titles on this list. Put your score in header and repost.

( ) Rocky Horror Picture Show
(x) Grease
(x) Pirates of the Caribbean
( ) Boondock Saints
( ) Fight Club
(x) Starsky and Hutch
( ) Neverending Story
( ) Blazing Saddles
( ) Airplane
( ) My First Mister
( ) The Virgin Suicides

Total: 3/11

(x) The Princess Bride
( ) AnchorMan: The Legend of Ron Burgandy
(x) Napoleon Dynamite
( ) Labyrinth
( ) Saw
( ) Saw II
(x) White Noise
( ) White Oleander
(x) Anger Management
(x) 50 First Dates
(x) The Princess Diaries
(x) The Princess Diaries 2: Royal Engagement

Total: 7/12

(x) Scream
(x) Scream 2
(x) Scream 3
(x) Scary Movie
(x) Scary Movie 2
(x) Scary Movie 3
( ) Scary Movie 4
(x) American Pie
(x) American Pie 2
(x) American Wedding
(x ) American Pie Band Camp

Total: 10/11

(x) Harry Potter
(x) Harry Potter 2
(x) Harry Potter 3
(x) Harry Potter 4
(x) Resident Evil I
(x) Resident Evil 2
( ) The Wedding Singer
( ) Little Black Book
( ) The Village
(x) Lilo & Stitch

Total: 7/10

(x) Finding Nemo
(x) Finding Neverland
( ) Signs
(x) The Grinch
( ) Texas Chainsaw Massacre
(x) White Chicks
(x) Butterfly Effect
(x) 13 Going on 30
( ) I, Robot
( ) Robots

Total: 6/10

(x) Dodgeball: A True Underdog Story
( ) Universal Soldier
( ) Lemony Snicket: A Series Of Unfortunate Events
(x) Along Came Polly
( ) Deep Impact
( ) KingPin
( ) Never Been Kissed
(x) Meet The Parents
(x) Meet the Fockers
( ) Eight Crazy Nights
( ) Joe Dirt
(x) King Kong

Total: 5/12

(x) A Cinderella Story
( ) The Terminal
(x) The Lizzie McGuire Movie
( ) Passport to Paris
(x) Dumb & Dumber
(x) Dumber & Dumberer
( ) Final Destination
( ) Final Destination 2
( ) Final Destination 3
( ) Halloween
( ) The Ring
(x) The Ring 2
( ) Surviving X-MAS
(x) Flubber

Total: 6/14

(x) Harold & Kumar Go To White Castle
(x) Practical Magic
(x) Chicago
(x) Ghost Ship
( ) From Hell
(x) Hellboy
( ) Secret Window
(x) I Am Sam
(x) The Whole Nine Yards

Total: 7/9

(x) The Day After Tomorrow
(x) Child's Play
(x) Seed of Chucky
(x) Bride of Chucky
(x) Ten Things I Hate About You
(x) Just Married
( ) Gothika
( ) Nightmare on Elm Street
( ) Sixteen Candles
( ) Remember the Titans
( ) Coach Carter
( ) The Grudge
(x) the Mask
( ) Son Of The Mask

Total: 7/14

( ) Bad Boys 2
( ) Joy Ride
( ) Se7en
(x) Ocean's Eleven
(x) Ocean's Twelve
(x) Identity
( ) Lone Star
( ) Bedazzled
( ) Predator I
( ) Predator II
( ) The Fog
(x) Ice Age
(x) Ice Age 2: The Meltdown

Total: 5/13

( ) Independence Day
( ) Cujo
( ) A Bronx Tale
( ) Darkness Falls
(x) ET
( ) Children of the Corn
( ) My Boss' Daughter
(x) Maid in Manhattan
( ) Frailty
( ) War of the Worlds
( ) Rush Hour
( ) Rush Hour 2

Total: 2/12

( ) Best Bet
(x) How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days
( ) She's All That
( ) Calendar Girls
( ) Sideways
( ) Mars Attacks
( ) Event Horizon
(x) Ever After
(x) Forrest Gump
( ) Big Trouble in Little China
(x) The Terminator
(x) Terminator 2

Total: 5/12

(x) X-Men
(x) X2
(x) X3
(x) Spider-Man
(x) Spider-Man 2
(x) Sky High
(x) Jeepers Creepers
( ) Jeepers Creepers 2
(x) Catch Me If You Can
( ) The Others
(x) Freaky Friday
( ) Reign of Fire
( ) Cruel Intentions
( ) Cruel Intentions 2
( ) Cruel Intentions 3
(x) The Hot Chick
(x) Shrek
(x) Shrek 2

Total: 13/18

( ) Swimfan
( ) Miracle
( ) Old School
(x) The Notebook
( ) K-Pax
(x) Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Ring
( ) Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers
( ) Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King
(x) A Walk to Remember
( ) Boogeyman
( ) The 40-year-old-virgin

total:3/11

all in all..

86/169

**Wow.. nagmuka namang wala akong social life. ahahaha.:P**
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Wow. Im actually destressing. Im uber excited/nervous about our first day. Haha. Lets all pray that Mrs. Magallanes wouldn't call on me during the assembly to lead the pledge of allegiance. Help. Noooo!

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:-D Ala lang.. just wanna share the cuteness.:)

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Happy Independence Day!:)

2006-06-11T22:14:00.000+08:00

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Late updates again. Haha.

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Went to Makati (again...) yesterday for my dentist appointment.. and supposedly to get a blood test too.. but mum forgot the doctor's prescription.XP Rawrness. We're gonna go to Makati Med tomorrow for that.. anyways..

I saw Gerald Anderson in Glorietta. Haha. He's really tall.. I expected him to be a little bit short.. haha. Anyways, na-starstruck ako. He's cute.:P

Anyways.. School starts on Tuesday. BOooooo! Im gonna miss my long chats with my bebe. Booo. Welcome senior year. Haha. Go Bears.XP Wait..Blue bears..XP Hahahaha.

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Advance Happy Independence Day! (in case I dont update tomorrowXP)

2006-06-08T21:02:00.000+08:00

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Okay, I just accidentally hit my mum's eye.XP

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I have been busy filling out my college applications for the past few days. Whoa. College. Hehe.

Speaking of.. I went to UST earlier and I can say that I am in love with the campus.:P I have always been attracted to old, classical places, and that University, being one of the oldest universities here (like.. 400 years old.XP) , caught my eye too.

Oh.. I also found out that my Dad graduated in UST. He was also the Suma Cumlaude of his batch, and was crowned Mr. UST once. XP Haha.. More reason for me to study there.:D

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Went to Glorietta with Chi after. Ugh. I'd rather not talk about it.:P

Anyways, after that, we went to SM.. and Chi and I played the manual soccer thingiemajig..:P Haha.. Fun. Fun.:)

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2006-06-03T20:10:00.000+08:00

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Went shopping with Mom in Glorietta earlier. Midnight Madness. Whew. So many people were there, and not all the things sold are on sale anyways..

Oh.. I saw Robert in Glorietta too.:P

Whoooo. Prices of stuff are so over the top. We bought 3 shoes and it costed us 12 Grand already. geeeeeez.XP
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My hubby looks extremely handsome.:P Haha. he just went to work looking like the most adorable guy ever.:P Girls, back off, k? Thanks:P

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2006-06-02T23:22:00.000+08:00

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Wooooo. Late updates once again. Haha. Well, not really late, since its been only..erm.. 2 days?XP

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So far, after the consecutive days of waging raging wars between me and my danny boy, things are once again restored to its natural peace and order.

[Haha. Why do I feel like I'm narrating a post-fight scene for a documentary or whatever? haha.]

We have been talking, and apologizing, and talking, and being mushy.. and then talking some more.. you get the picture.

Anyways, I love my Danny Boy.:P [how come Danny boy sounds like a puppy name?XP]

There have been some people who were posting messages in my tagboard saying bad stuff about my relationship and my boyfriend.

Whoever you are, I would like to speak in behalf of my beau and of myself ofcourse [:P] and get our point straight across that feeble mind of yours that no matter what you think [if ever youre thinking while you posted those stuff] that our relationship is very strong, and nobody could ever get in our way. We love and value each other so much, and we aren't stupid to just throw away what we have because we both know that its special. So if you really are stupid, or just plain stubborn,I'm letting you know now that your efforts will be worthless.:)
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Gonna go shopping with Mum tomorrow. Midnight madness Sale in Glorietta. Haha. Gotta get some ZZZZ's to be fully charged for tomorrow. :)

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Wah. Dan and I weren't able to talk earlier cuz of net technical problems.., and now he has to go to Dad's house and cut our convo short.:-( I miss him so much. [sighs]

2006-05-31T21:55:00.000+08:00

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Hey hun.. Read this. Read and think about it.:

"Do not spoil what you have by desiring what you have not; remember that what you now have was once among the things you only hoped for."

"We tend to forget that happiness doesn't come as a result of getting something we don't have, but rather of recognizing and appreciating what we do have."

"Contentment is natural wealth, luxury is artificial poverty"

"There is no end of craving. Hence contentment alone is the best way to happiness. Therefore, acquire contentment."

"Everyone chases after happiness, not noticing that happiness is right at their heels."

"It is better to want what you have than to have what you want."

"It takes more distress and poison to kill someone who has peace of mind and loves life."

"Man never has what he wants, because what he wants is everything."

You may be looking for something else.. but you may not know that all you could ever want is already there.. *sigh* It hurts..you know?

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Oh a happier note:

I hanged out with Chi earlier, and I got to meet her cute niece and nephew : Natalie and Jason.
She asked them to sing twinkle twinkle little star and baa baa black sheep.. They from Cebu, so they got this Visayan accent.. their songs went like this:

"Trinkle Trinkle Litter Star..."

This is my favorite.:D:
"Baah Baah Black sheep many many more! Yes sir! yes sir! three plus four!"

Hahah. Cuteness.:P
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Just found out the Jeahan won't be studying in OB this year. Sad.:( I miss you gurl!

2006-05-30T20:40:00.000+08:00

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"Its unfair that girls have to compete with videogames just to get their guy's attention."

That simple phrase was used as my status in YM this afternoon. I've read many magazine articles about this simple conflict between couples, but I thought the day that me and my beau would fight about it will never come.:P

Months ago, if ever I read those articles, I would probably snigger and tell my friends how weird those girls are.. seeing theyre getting mad because of video games.:P

Ofcourse I'm wrong, seeing that Dan is an avid gamer and I am a sucker for his constant attention.:P

Booooy was I off.:P This afternoon we fought about that.:p Yes, I know whats in your heads.. -Again? Yes, we fought again. Cute eh?:P

Omg. As in full-blown fighting. Haha. In front of Audrey. Fun Fun Fun.:P

Good thing we made up before he went to bed.. we'll.. he fell asleep on his computer table.. and then he started to snore..and it was soooo cute.:P Ehe. Who could resist that cutesy snores?:P

Anyways, I checked out Warcraft earlier hun.. and I just couldnt get it.:D If you teach me, Im willing to learn.. but..>:) *snores:D*

Hee hee. I love you my cutesy snoring beau.:P

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I've been checking out sites of foundations that have been helping the poor, children, animals, and the environment.. I want to help so badly.

There's this foundation..the Cancer Warriors Foundation : http://c-warriors.org .

They are helping children who are diagnosed with cancer. Let us help them:)

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2006-05-29T21:22:00.000+08:00

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Lennie is fiiixed!:-D I finally learned how to replace the strings and tune the guitar..erm. Well, not so sure about the tuning, but anyways, I'm happy about it.

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Tinkered with the layout Ches gave me months ago, and made it the new layout of our blog. Erm. Our, reffering to me and Dan. Ehe.XP

check it out here.

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2 weeks before school starts. Cringe!

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Decided that im gonna upload random pics..:

Me and Javster pretending to be Chinese.. well he is chinese.. so i guess im pretending.XP

No fear. Haha.

His cutest pic ever. Hehe. Cuuute.:p
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2006-05-28T14:38:00.000+08:00

Peace doesn't mean silence, no busy streets, no noise or chatter from the outside world, but the calmness of the heart amidst all of these.
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My rabbit died..:-( My little rabbit died yesterday.:-( She was an easter gift from my mom a year after my dad died..Something attacked her..*sighs*

Found out after seeing the incredulous smile of someone being so hypocritical. Rawr you.
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Went to SM Mall of Asia (*sings in a mock voice* The bigggeest maaall in assssiiaaa!). That place was really crowded.. Ugh. And its so big, my feet are still hurting now from walking all over the place.

The sunset in Manila Bay is practically to die for.. Too bad I didnt get a picture.
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Is bummed and slightly depressed.
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[edit/slash]

I despise him.

I would hate to have a love/hate relationship. As much as I love those, having one in real life is enough for me to slash my wrists with a silver dagger.

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How did we get from saying 'I love you'

to 'I'll see you around someday'

2006-05-26T12:25:00.000+08:00

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*yawns*
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Yay. Taylor Hicks won!:-D haha. I'm loving the golden idols.XP

What happened to Clay Aiken's hair.XO He reminded me of Barry Manilow for some reason..

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Ugh. Away na naman kami. war.war. war. I remember that song from 13 going on 30.. yung.. Love is a battlefield. Haha.XP

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I'm sleeeepy.

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I can't wait for school to start.. lounging around the house doing nothing is getting.. boring.XP

Cant wait for school to end too. *wonder why...*

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Filled out my application form for UP yesterday. Huwa. 1 more year and I'll be in college. Crazy really. It feels like I was just a newbie freshman yesterday. Oooh. Time flies by so fast.

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I miss my friends. SUPER.

Guys, lets go hang out before school starts.:)

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2006-05-25T10:27:00.000+08:00

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Woke up at 8 am. Slept at 3 am. Oh joy. 0_o
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My hair is currllyyy.XP I woke up with messy and curly hair. Yegaaads. Dad'd gene's are showing up.XP

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X_x Girl Confessions x_X

[ ] I do wear make up..
[x] When I walk by mirrors, I cant help but
look
[ ] I love pink..
[x] I have cried at a movie theater
[x] I love chocolate
[x] Getting flowers still makes me smile
[ ] I've wrecked a car
[x] I can put mascara on without opening
my mouth
[ ] I'd do anything for a guy
[x] I currently have a boyfriend
[x] I love cuddling
[x] Johnny Depp is sexy
[ ] Gotten Detention/principal's office
[x] If I have to dress like a ........ to get your
attention,then forget it buddy
[x] I love to laugh
[ ] Ive flashed someone/some people
[ ] I've skinny dipped
[x] I like Rock
[ ] I like rap
[x] I like Electronics/techno
[ ] I carry a purse everywhere
[ ] I carry my cell phone at ALL times
[x] I do own a spice girls CD
[x] I own a Britney Spears CD
[ ] I play hard to get -hahahaha
[x] Boys are fun to tease
[ ] Football is boring
[x] I love athletic boys
[x] I love rockers
[ ] Hot guys are better then sweet guys
[x] Sweet guys are better than hot guys
[x] I prefer sweet hotty guys.
[x] Ive been called a tease *>:-P*
[x] Lip gloss is WAY better than lipstick
[ ] can't leave the house without makeup
[x] I'm a bitch. Deal with it. [hahaha]
[x] I play video games, even when there are other
people around
[x] My friends are the best, and they're
important to me
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*random.*
I wanna love you in a hot tub.XP
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1)how many messages do you have in your
inbox?
-- 90+

2)what pissed you off today?
-- uhm, Dan not telling me where he's going..and leaving me hanging?

3)what are you looking forward to?
-- Next summer.;)

4)who was the last person you talked to?
-- Dan.

5)what freaked you out today?
-- Uhm.. the lobsters in american idol..

6)do you feel guilty?
-- nope.

7)does somebody harass you mercilessly
lately?
-- haha. no.

8)do you fight back?
-- usually, i do.:P

9)what was the latest dream you had?
-- T_T

10)who do you text everyday?
-- chi, dan, manda.

11)who did you last talk to on the phone?
-- erm.. operator?XP

12)ever got expelled?
-- no.

13)who do you wish would die right now?
-- none.:)

14)do you believe in karma?
-- i guess?

15)what's the weirdest thing that happened
to you today?
- none yet. haha.

16)are you sleepy?
-- heck yes.XP

17)are you contented with your life?
-- yes.:)

18)who do you hate?
-- erm.. hate is such a big word don't you think?

19)are you drunk?
-- no

20)who are the people in denial?
-- uhm.. those who are in denial.:P

21)ever been heartbroken?
-- yes.

22)ever had a bloody accident?
-- erm. banging my head on the sink making my nose bleed?XP

23)do you miss somebody?
-- yes.

24)have you met your soulmate?
-- hopefully, yes.:)

25)do you think you're pretty?
-- haha. no.XP

26)ever fell on the stairs?
-- hahaha. yes.;;)

27)who are you thinking about?
-- Dan.XO
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SO early. SO many surveys. So bored. NO hubby. argh.XP

2006-05-24T13:21:00.000+08:00

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Haha. This is my update for yesterday.:P Warning: Mushiness ahead.:)
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May 23
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Its been 14 months since I said yes to this incredibly nice, shy boy who wooed me with his girlie side *grins* when he asked me if I can be his girlfriend. Turns out, that decision would be one of the bestest ones I've even made in the span of my 15-almost-16 years life.

Haha. I remember my 2nd grade teacher telling me that if ever I'm in the age to find a boyfriend which is like.. the hubby material, his last name should start with the letter A, since mine starts with the letter Z.:-P And ever since I was young, I've loved the name Daniel already. If I just got influenced by the harry potter films, I dont know.

Just quite funny how I ended up with a guy named Daniel Adair.:) Maybe its just a sign?:P

So far, the road of our relationship is..well, unpredictable. One day, it could be smooth-sailing, and war could be looming the next, and we both have our share of laughter and tears.

For the past months, I could say, and my friends could attest to it that I am happy. Happier than before. Happier than ever. I always laugh when after I tell them that we've been in a fight, they'd just tell me that its all nonsense, since we always make up later.

Our fights don't usually last for long. The longest span of our fighting time was two days. Haha. Its strange, because we always fight.:-P We're just.. stubborn by nature, so go figure.;;)

He's doing a great job making me feel so special. Haha. Even Ms. Cervantes told me that I look blooming.-_-

As strange and unpredictable life is, I can just.. see how he'd remain a constant figure in mine. I might be saying this prematurely, but I know in my heart that I want him to stay.

Annyways.

Daniel Riley Adair, I know you're reading this and I want to let you know that you have made me happy for the past 14 months, and I just want to thank you for that.:) You are so special, and you know it! Going on forever, right?:-D I love you with all my heart.:) happy 14th.:)

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[edit]

Checked outAte Thea's blog, and saw this funny video:

Sakit sa ulo.XP Hahaha.

2006-05-21T20:56:00.000+08:00

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Watched The Da Vinci Code in Town earlier. Looooved it.:D Ron Howard is a genius.:D

The cinematography was..well at first I got dizzy with the camera angles, but somehow deeper into the film, it was very, precise and fit for the scene.:)

The locations were beautiful, and I so want to go there someday.:)

As for the actors, though Tom Hanks wasn't how I envisioned Robert Langdon, I think he did a great job. As for Audrey Tautou, I think she's really beautiful, and her accent is so..erm.. Sophie-ish. Hehe. Had fun mocking the Doc. Oct guy.XO I was teasing my brother, cuz he's a big fan of Spidey and LOTR, about how a villain turned into a bishop, and how Sir Ian Mckellen (sp?) turned into a maniac with 2 bastons.XP. Hehe.

Anyways, enough about my inner critique.XP

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I'm currently crushing on Paul Bettany (Silas) because of the movie. Haha. Im so weird no? I just thought he looked cute in Wimbledon eh..Heehee. **Daaaaan, relax, at least its not another William, right?;;) **
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Wasn't able to get Lennie fixed because the guy who's supposed to fix my guitar wasnt dare. Rawrish.
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I'm so wanting to buy the special illustrated edition of Davinci Code and Angels & Demons. Its like.. P 1059.. Donations, anyone? hehe.
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Just want to greet the bestest friend in the world:
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MACHIIII! HAPPY BIRTHDAY! LOVE YOU GURL!(--,)

2006-05-19T19:18:00.000+08:00

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" I love you, you didnt feel the same.
Though we're apart, you're in my
heart."

"I wanted you to know, I love the way you laugh."

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T_T
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Its dad's 8th year death anniversary today. 8 years had passed, and I was forced to grow up because of that. My mom couldn't afford to have someone as kulit and as naughty as me in the house.. soo yeah.

I miss my father terribly. Its just so hard because there are times when I know that he'd be the only one who could understand me and what I'm going through.. but he's not there.:-|

I miss you Dad.:)
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2006-05-18T21:08:00.000+08:00

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I.NEED.TO.WATCH.THE.DA.VINCI.CODE.AS.SOON.AS.POSSIBLE.

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Im so so so dying to see the movie, and mum just wont let me. Huhuhu.:'-(
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Chi and I was almost bitten by a rabid looking stray dog earlier, and Chi sunk her nails deep into my flesh. Haha. That scared me more than the dog.XP
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Robert. Langdon. + Sophie. Noveau.= the da vinci code. help.

2006-05-16T21:25:00.000+08:00

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Rawr. SO SO SO Pissed off right now. The Da Vinci Code is R-18! Rawr. rawr. rawr. I sooooo need to watch that movie. I need to see Robert Langdon. Haha. Tom hanks.XP Rawr MTRCB.

Even our Cardinal is encouraging students and teenagers to talk about that movie! rawr. All of you are so so so prejudiced! BOOOOO!

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